The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
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The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
I hazarded a declaration of my passion. That I really felt what I so
warmly and so earnestly avowed, it required not a woman's sagacity to
perceive. I had given up all my favorite amusements--no more riding
and driving, no more evenings at the theatre, no more supper parties.
I had become pale and thin, and felt assured that Mademoiselle d'Ermay
was at no loss to what cause to attribute such a change in my person
and pursuits; neither did she affect to doubt the reality of a passion
of which the proofs were so evident, nor did she attempt to deny that
the human heart was not made for eternal sorrow, or that time could not
heal its deepest wounds, but she pleaded the very peculiar position in
which her lot had placed her.
"Chevalier," said she, "do not, I pray you, press me to return your
passion. Love can no more find entrance into my bosom, and you know its
dire consequences if it could: it is fatal--it is mortal."
"Banish," said I, in return, "such sad recollections. Why regard
yourself as the cause of an unhappy event to which you yourself had so
nearly fallen a victim? I can understand your repugnance hereafter to
wear, or to see worn by your friends, diamonds, or such valuables as
tempt the plunderer, but to renounce love at your age, and with your
beauty, that were indeed too much, especially when you have inspired
such a passion as mine; and oh! consider the difficulties, the trials,
the dangers inseparable from your present position, and tell me if,
instead of rejecting, you ought not, on the contrary, to seek some
one to whom you may look for assistance, and on whom you may rely for
support?"
Mademoiselle d'Ermay acknowledged all this to be true; nevertheless
she hesitated. At length, however, by dint of love and perseverance, I
succeeded in weakening her objections, and in satisfying her scruples,
and she consented to receive my addresses. She even confessed that I
was not indifferent to her; but when with expressions of love I mingled
promises and oaths of eternal fidelity.
"Have a care," said she. "I ask nothing; I require nothing; but
promises are, in my eyes, sacred matters. You are lavish of oaths--if I
accept them, I shall look on them as binding. Is there not some ancient
poet who says that "Jove laughs at lovers' perjuries?" I am more severe
than Jove. I give you fair warning, M. le Chevalier."
"Where is the lover," added M. de Marigny, "who, under like
circumstances, does not redouble all the oaths his mistress seems to
doubt? Where is he who would hesitate to swear that he is the most
truthful and constant of men? Who would not vow _eternal_ love to
_such_ a woman?"
My old friend here raised his hands and his eyes to the picture before
us, and remained for some moments in an attitude of deep and silent
admiration. At length he slowly withdrew both, and with a deep sigh
resumed his narration.
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