The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
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The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
avoided making the slightest noise or movement. Her head rested on
one of her hands, leaving somewhat more than the side-face and her
fair cheek, now blanched by anxiety and watching, and the beautiful
hair that hung in clustering curls over her white forehead, open to my
view. Sleep often betrays our most secret thoughts, and the stuff of
which dreams are made is sometimes revealed by involuntary movements.
I narrowly watched her countenance; but no, there was nothing--she
slept as calmly as a child. "_She! she!_" said I to myself--"_she_
commit a murder! Could that white and delicate hand grasp a poniard,
and strike the man she loved a deadly blow, and that too in the middle
of the night, and in the open street? Why, the most practised villain,
the commonest stabber, is not so sure of his aim as to be certain that
his victim will fall without uttering one cry, and expire without
knowing the hand that slays him; and that Eugenie should dare to feel
more confidence in herself than such men do! and that she should
never exhibit any symptoms of remorse! That I, who was so constantly
with her, should never by any chance have detected any signs of a
guilty conscience! never have found her low-spirited or absorbed in
thought!" ... But I had seen her in my study--I had heard her terrible
confession--the rattling of the jewelry as it fell from her dress on
the floor, still sounded in my ears! Perhaps, however, I had dreamt all
this--perhaps this cruel vision, this horrible phantasmagoria, instead
of being the cause, had been the first symptom of my disorder? If so,
from what source had my imagination drawn these bloody horrors? How
had my heart and mind been able to engender such frightful calumnies
against the best of women? True, I was thinking of emancipating
myself from Eugenie's yoke, and of leaving her, in order to marry
advantageously; but even whilst I was planning our separation I did
justice to the angelic sweetness of her nature; and so far was I from
supposing her capable of committing a crime, that I thought with regret
of how many good and noble qualities I was about to deprive myself the
contemplation and example in leaving her.
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