The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
History
The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
Some days before the occurrence I have just narrated (added M.
de Marigny), one of my servants cut himself in moving a piece of
furniture, and Eugenie, who happened to be present, nearly fainted at
the sight of the blood; and when I joked her about her weakness, the
wound not being at all serious, "Chevalier," said she, "do not laugh
at me; you know I cannot bear to see even a chicken killed." I had,
indeed, remarked that, though in housekeeping affairs she was always
active and vigilant, she never went into the kitchen. I was in a
dreadful state of uncertainty, for, in spite of all my reasonings on
the subject, there was still the fact--I _had_ seen her--I _had_ heard
her; it was _herself_ beyond all doubt. Twice had her hand, pressing on
my shoulder, pushed me back into my chair. The more I tried to banish
these recollections, the more they crowded upon me; and whilst thus
tortured by these anxious speculations, I made a hasty movement as she
awoke.
"You then, of course," said I, interrupting his narrative for a moment,
"demanded an explanation of her terrible confession?"
"Impossible, my good friend," replied he; "I was by no means sure of my
own sanity, and Mademoiselle d'Ermay would have treated such a demand
as the ravings of delirium."
"You are very ill, my dearest chevalier," said she; "your mind has
often wandered since yesterday, and as the dreams of a sick man
commonly take their color from his waking thoughts, I have discovered,
whilst listening to the indistinct mutterings which fell from you
in sleep, that there is one sore place in your heart. You love me,
chevalier, truly and sincerely. I know you do,--but you are jealous!"
"Jealous!" cried I, in a feeble voice.
"Yes--but of the past; you have no doubt of my feelings towards you
now,--you do me that justice; but you are afraid that I loved M. de
Fosseux yet better."
"M. de Fosseux! M. de Fosseux! for God's sake, Eugenie, do not
pronounce that name."
"Why? Since yesterday it has been continually in your mouth, and you
have scarcely ever ceased to utter it and speak of him with bitterness.
Ah! my friend, let the dead rest in peace: you must have observed that
from the first moment of our connection, I never mentioned or alluded
to M. de Fosseux,--you must have made me forget him. Oh! believe me,
my chevalier, I swear--and you know how sacred I hold an oath--I never
loved M. de Fosseux as I love you. Do not then allow such painful
fancies to harass you; think how happy we are--as happy as it is
possible to be in this world,--so happy that every body envies us."
In saying this, her lovely face lighted up with a heavenly smile,
expressive of love and contentment; and if a small but almost
imperceptible cloud did rest for an instant on her calm brow, it was
easily accounted for by her anxiety for me. At length one morning I
awoke, and, not without a certain degree of satisfaction, perceived
that I was alone. She was not there. I rang the bell, and a servant
came.
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