The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851Various
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The International Magazine, Volume 4, No. 5, December 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Your mistress?"
"Mademoiselle?"
"Yes, mademoiselle; where is she?"
"Mademoiselle is at church; it is Sunday," answered the servant.
She was attending divine service at the church of St. Roch, as she
never failed to do both on Sundays and saints' days.
I dismissed the servant, rose hastily, threw on my dressing-gown, and,
with unsteady step, hurried to the desk in which I had locked up my
mother's letter. The desk was untouched. At the very part of it where
the drawer was so skilfully contrived, and of which I alone possessed
the secret, there were some grains of dust, clearly proving that the
mysterious spring had not been touched for a long time. I opened it,
and there lay my mother's letter, exactly as I had, with my own hands,
placed it! Astonished and confounded, I went to Mademoiselle d'Ermay's
room. Her keys were on her dressing-table; _she_ had neither suspicions
nor secrets! I searched every where, turned every thing topsy-turvy.
Not a hole nor corner did I omit to rummage; and I shuddered the while,
for I was every moment expecting to find the watch, the rubies, and the
diamonds which I had seen, or fancied that I saw, scattered before me
on the floor of my study. But no, there was nothing of the sort. Was
it, then, a dream--a frightful illusion, and the mere forerunner of my
illness? By some strange contradiction, or some magnetic power which a
strong will exercises over a feeble one, I felt that I loved Eugenie
a hundred times better than ever, and crawled back again to my bed,
convinced that I had been mistaken, and the victim of a fearful dream.
I then considered the case in another point of view, and asked myself
whether, even supposing Mademoiselle d'Ermay to be guilty, she had not
some excuse for her crime? What could be more base and dishonorable
than to abandon so fond and devoted a woman? Had not M. de Fosseux
deserved his fate? And I, who had entertained the same design, and had
been on the point of committing the very same act of treachery, and for
the very same vile motive of adding to an already large fortune, what
was _I_, then? Had she meant to give me an awful warning of the fate
which awaited me if I proved as faithless as M. de Fosseux? I was lost
in conjectures. There was, perhaps, one way of extricating myself from
this labyrinth, or, at least, of throwing some light on the darkness
by which I was surrounded. I might ascertain from the family of M. de
Fosseux if at the time of his death he was engaged to be married. I,
however, rejected this idea; for, whether it proceeded from love or
from infirmity of purpose, I preferred darkness to light, and blindness
to perfect vision. "Yes," said I to myself, "I have dreamt it all; my
imagination has mixed up M. de Fosseux with the wrong I was myself
about to inflict, and, whilst meditating a crime, I have also imagined
its cruel punishment. Truly, I have had a shocking dream!"
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