The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850Various
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The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
She blushed like the early morning sky; but there was a sort of
bewildered look upon her face as she replied, "I know no cause--I can
give no reason, my dear father; but the man is hateful to me. I will
never see him again."
Her father sought for farther explanation, but he could obtain none.
Guardini had not said anything nor done anything, she admitted, to give
her offense; but yet she firmly refused to be his pupil any longer.
There are instincts in fine and delicate minds, which, by signs and
indications intangible to coarser natures, discover in others thoughts
and feelings, wishes and designs, discordant--repugnant to themselves.
They are instincts, I say, not amenable to reason, escaping analysis,
incapable of explanation--the warning voice of God in the heart, bidding
them beware of evil.
Sir Philip Hastings was not a man to allow aught for such impulses--to
conceive or understand them in the least. He had been accustomed to
delude himself with reasons, some just, others very much the reverse,
but he had never done a deed or entertained a thought for which he could
not give some reason of convincing power to his own mind.
He did not understand his daughter's conduct at all; but he would not
press her any farther. She was in some degree a mysterious being to him.
Indeed, as I have before shown, she had always been a mystery; for he
had no key to her character in his own. It was written in the unknown
language.
Yet, did he love or cherish her the less? Oh no! Perhaps a deeper
interest gathered round his heart for her, the chief object of his
affections. More strongly than ever he determined to cultivate and form
her mind on his own model, in consequence of what he called a strange
caprice, although he could not but sometimes hope and fancy that her
resolute rejection of any farther lessons from Signor Guardini arose
from her distaste to what he himself considered one of the frivolous
pursuits of fashion.
Yet she showed no distaste for singing; for somehow every day she would
practice eagerly, till her sweet voice, under a delicate taste, acquired
a flexibility and power which charmed and captivated her father,
notwithstanding his would-be cynicism. He was naturally fond of music;
his nature was a vehement one, though curbed by such strong restraints;
and all vehement natures are much moved by music. He would sit calmly,
with his eyes fixed upon a book, but listening all the time to that
sweet voice, with feelings working in him--emotions, thrilling, deep,
intense, which he would have felt ashamed to expose to any human eye.
All this however made her conduct toward Guardini the more mysterious;
and her father often gazed upon her beautiful face with a look of
doubting inquiry, as one may look on the surface of a bright lake, and
ask, What is below?
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