The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 2, No. 1, December, 1850
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
The eyes of the father followed her with a look of grave, thoughtful,
intense affection. The mother's eyes looked up to him, and then glanced
onward to the child.
She was between nine and ten years old--not very handsome, for it is not
a handsome age. Yet there were indications of future beauty--fine and
sparkling eyes, rich, waving, silky hair, long eyelashes, a fine
complexion, a light and graceful figure, though deformed by the stiff
fashions of the day.
There was a sparkle too in her look--that bright outpouring of the heart
upon the face which is one of the most powerful charms of youth and
innocence. Ah! how soon gone by! How soon checked by the thousand loads
which this heavy laboring world casts upon the buoyancy of youthful
spirits--the chilling conventionality--the knowledge, and the fear of
wrong--the first taste of sorrow--the anxieties, cares, fears--even the
hopes of mature life, are all weights to bear down the pinions of young,
lark-like joy. After twenty, does the heart ever rise up from her green
sod and sing at Heaven's gate as in childhood? Never--ah, never! The
dust of earth is upon the wing of the sky songster, and will never let
her mount to her ancient pitch.
That child was a strange combination of her father and her mother. She
was destined to be their only one; and it seemed as if nature had taken
a pleasure in blending the characters of both in one. Not that they were
intimately mingled, but that they seemed like the twins of Laconia, to
rise and set by turns.
In her morning walk; in her hours of sportive play; when no subject of
deep thought, no matter that affected the heart or the imagination was
presented to her, she was light and gay as a butterfly; the child--the
happy child was in every look, and word, and movement. But call her for
a moment from this bright land of pleasantness--present something to her
mind or to her fancy which rouses sympathies, or sets the energetic
thoughts at work, and she was grave, meditative, studious, deep beyond
her years.
She was a subject of much contemplation, some anxiety, some wonder to
her father. The brightness of her perceptions, her eagerness in the
pursuit of knowledge, her vigorous resolution even as a child, when
convinced that she was right, showed him his own mind reflected in hers.
Even her tenderness, her strong affections, he could comprehend; for the
same were in his own heart, and though he believed them to be
weaknesses, he could well understand their existence in a child and in a
woman.
But that which he did not understand--that which made him marvel--was
her lightness, her gayety, her wild vivacity--I might almost say, her
trifling, when not moved by deep feeling or chained down by thought.
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