The International Monthly, Volume 3, No. 3, June, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 3, No. 3, June, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
was passionately fond of my husband, whom she educated, and
perhaps was wounded at the idea of his having married
without consulting her. This union also put an end to hopes
which had long before been formed in relation to a similar
connection with that of the Duke d'Harcourt's, one of the
first families in France. Mademoiselle de Grandmesnil,
therefore, received me with cautious urbanity, repelled my
confidence, and made me look on her whom I had considered an
affectionate protectress as an enemy. The Marquis was not
aware of the Countess's sentiments to me, for when they saw
how fond he was, they redoubled their apparent care and
attention. I did not, though, remain ignorant of the thorn
hidden in the rose. This strange kind of intuition, dear
mother, which you have often remarked in me, was made
apparent by the most unimportant acts of the Countess, in
which she evidently exhibited an expression of her
indifference to me, and dissatisfaction at my marriage; I
armed myself with courage, and promised to contend with the
enemy provided for me by my evil fate. I resolved not to
suffer my husband to know any thing of my troubles, nor to
suffer the Countess's treatment to diminish my husband's
attachment towards the person who had provided for his
youth. To recompense me, however, for this want of
affection, I had two substitutes--the perpetually increasing
love of the Marquis, his tender submission to my smallest
wish, and the attachment of the Prince--an enigma he has
always refused to explain. Beyond all doubt this reason is
powerful and irresistible, for the mention of my father's
name made him open his arms, which, as I told you, he at
first was determined to close hermetically. Strange must
have been those talismanic sounds, changing the
deeply-rooted sentiments of an old man's heart, and making
him abandon the invariable principles of his mind, so as to
induce him to present me, the daughter of a noble of
yesterday, as one descended from a person whose virtues had
won for him an immortal blessing. I must also tell you that
I have seen more than one of the old friends of the Prince
stand, as if they were petrified, at hearing him speak thus.
I have recounted all those happy scenes, dear mother, merely
to compare the past with the present, which presents, alas,
a far different aspect. My brilliant sky is obscured--I see
in the horizon nothing but clouds. Perhaps I am mistaken,
and my too brilliant imagination, against which you have
often warned me, fills my mind with too melancholy ideas.
Were you but with me, could I but cast myself in your arms,
press you to my heart, and imbibe confidence from you!
Listen, then, to words I shall confide to this cold paper,
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