The International Monthly, Volume 3, No. 3, June, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 3, No. 3, June, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
read it with the eyes of your soul, and tell me if I am
mistaken or menaced with misfortune.
"During the early portion of my residence in Paris, I lived
amid a whirlwind of pleasures, balls, and entertainments,
which soon resulted in satiety and lassitude. The attention
I attracted, the homage paid to me, flattered my vanity, and
pleased me; for they seemed to increase the Marquis's love,
and to make me more precious to him. After the winter came a
calmer season, and I welcomed it gladly, thinking the
Marquis and myself, to a degree, would live for each other,
and that this feverish, agitated and turbulent life, would
be followed by a period of more happiness. Three months
passed away in that kind of retirement in which those
inhabitants of Paris, who do not leave the city, indulge.
The Prince left us to visit his estates in another part of
France, and the Marquis and myself were alone. The Countess,
it is true, was with us; but her society, instead of adding
to our pleasures, was as annoying as possible. Accustomed
during my whole life to out-door existence, to long
excursions in the picturesque vicinity of our villa, I was
sometimes anxious to take morning strolls in the beautiful
gardens of Paris. The Countess said to my husband, one day,
that a woman of my age should not go out without him. As the
Marquis often rode, an exercise with which I am not
familiar, and as he had friends to see, and political
business to attend to, I was unable to go out but rarely.
Then I will say he offered me his arm anxiously, but this
exercise neither satisfied my taste, nor the demands of
health. There was also a perpetual objection to dramatic
performances, of which I was very fond; Henri did not like
them. The Countess, also, from religious scruples, was
opposed to them, and by various little and ingeniously
contrived excuses, I was utterly deprived of this innocent
amusement. My toilette was also a subject of perpetual
comment. The Countess said that I exaggerated the fashions,
that I looked foreign, and that the court was opposed to
innovations in the toilette, or again that the court
preferred the severe forms of dress. A young and brilliant
princess, though, gives tone to her court, and by her
elegance, luxury and taste, procures a support for crowds of
the Parisian work-people. Henri, over whom his aunt has
never ceased to exercise the same influence she did in
childhood, while he wished to support my ideas, really
supported hers. I saw with regret that the chief defect of
the Marquis was weakness of character, and perpetual
controversies about little matters produced a state of
feeling between us, which subsequently required a kind of
effort for us to overcome. This, however, dear mother, is
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