The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
By her resolute severity, she incurred the danger of ceasing to be the
object of his attachment, and of losing the gift of an immortal name, which
he has conferred upon her. But Petrarch's constancy was proof against
hopelessness and time. He had too fervent an admiration of her qualities
ever to change: he controlled the vivacity of his feelings, and they became
deeper rooted. "Untouched by my prayers," he says, "unvanquished by my
arguments, unmoved by my flattery, she remained faithful to her sex's
honor; she resisted her own young heart, and mine, and a thousand, thousand
things, which must have conquered any other. She remained unshaken. A woman
taught me the duty of a man! to persuade me to keep the path of virtue, her
conduct was at once an example and a reproach."
But whether, in this long conflict, Laura preserved her heart untouched, as
well as her virtue immaculate; whether she shared the love she inspired; or
whether she escaped from the captivating assiduities and intoxicating
homage of her lover, "fancy free;" whether coldness, or prudence, or pride,
or virtue, or the mere heartless love of admiration, or a mixture of all
together, dictated her conduct, is at least as well worth inquiry as the
color of her eyes, or the form of her nose, upon which we have pages of
grave discussion. She might have been _coquette par instinct_, if not _par
calent_; she might have felt, with feminine _tacte_, that to preserve her
influence over Petrarch, it was necessary to preserve his respect. She was
evidently proud of her conquest: she had else been more or less than woman;
and at every hazard, but that of self-respect, she was resolved to retain
him. If Petrarch absented himself for a few days, he was generally better
treated on his return. If he avoided her, then her eye followed him with a
softer expression. When he looked pale from sickness of heart and agitation
of spirits, Laura would address him with a few words of pitying tenderness.
When he presumed on this benignity, he was again repulsed with frowns. He
flew to solitude,--solitude! Never let the proud and torn heart, wrung with
the sense of injury, and sick with unrequited passion, seek that worst
resource against pain, for there grief grows by contemplating itself, and
every feeling is sharpened by collision. Petrarch sought to "mitigate the
fever of his heart" amid the shades of Vaucluse, a spot so gloomy, and so
solitary, that his very servants forsook him; and Vaucluse, its fountains,
its forests, and its hanging cliffs, reflected only the image of Laura.
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