The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
The most careful affection could not have prompted greater precautions in
opening the door of the sick lady's chamber, than those which were taken by
Mrs. Hazleton. It was a good solid door, however, well seasoned, and well
hung, and moved upon its hinges without noise. She closed it with the same
care, and then with a soft tread glided up to the side of the bed.
Lady Hastings was sleeping profoundly and quietly; and as she lay in an
attitude of easy grace, a shadow of her youthful beauty seemed to have
returned, and all the traces of after cares and anxiety were banished for
the time. On the table, near the bed-head, stood the vial of medicine, with
the glass and spoon; and Mrs. Hazleton eyed it for a moment or two without
touching it. She saw that she had hit the color exactly; but the quantity
in that vial, and the one she had with her, was somewhat different. She
felt puzzled and doubtful. She asked herself--"Would the difference be
discovered when the time came for giving her the medicine?" and a certain
degree of trepidation seized her. But she was bold, and said to
herself--"They will never see it. They suspect nothing. They will never see
it." She took the vial from her pocket, and held it for an instant or two
in her hand. Again a doubt and hesitation took possession of her. She gazed
at the sleeper with a haggard eye. The face was so calm, so sweet, so
gentle in expression, that the pleasant look perhaps did move her a little
with remorse. The voice within said again, and again, "Forbear!" She tried
to deafen herself against it, or to fill the ear of conscience with
delusive sounds. "She is dying," she said--"She will die--she cannot
recover. It is but taking away a few short hours, in order to stop that
fatal marriage, which shall never be. I am becoming a fool--a weak
irresolute fool."
Just as she thus thought, Lady Hastings moved uneasily, as if to wake from
her slumber. That moment was decisive. With a hurried hand, and quick as
light, Mrs. Hazleton changed the two vials, and concealed the one which she
had taken away.
Then it was, probably for the first time, that all the awful consequences
of the deed, for time and for eternity, flashed upon her. The scales fell
from her eyes: no longer passion, or mortified vanity, or irritated pride,
or disappointed love, distorted the objects or concealed their forms. She
stood there consciously a murderer. She trembled in every limb; and, unable
to support herself, sunk down in the chair that stood near.
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