The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
Had Lady Hastings slept on, Mrs. Hazleton would have been saved; for her
impulse was immediately to reverse the very act she had done--all would
have been saved--all to whom that act brought wretchedness. But the
movement of the chair--the sound of the vial touching the marble table--the
rustle of the thick silk--dispelled what remained of slumber, and Lady
Hastings opened her eyes drowsily, and looked round. At the very moment she
would have given worlds to recall it. The deed became irrevocable. The
barrier of Fate fell: it was amongst the things done; it was written in the
book of God as a great crime committed. Nothing remained but to insure,
that the end she aimed at would be obtained; that the evil consequences, in
this world at least, should be averted from herself. There was a terrible
struggle to recover her self-command--a wrestling of the spirit--against
the turbulent and fierce emotions which shook the body. She was still much
agitated when Lady Hastings recognized her and began to speak; but her
determination was taken to obtain the utmost that she could from the act
she had committed--to have the full price of her crime. She was no Judas
Iscariot, to be content with the thirty pieces of silver for the innocent
blood, and then hang herself in despair. Oh no! She had sold her own soul,
and she would have its price.
But yet, as I have said, the struggle was terrible, and lasted longer than
usual with her.
"Dear me, my kind friend, is that you?" said Lady Hastings. "Have you been
here long? I did not hear you come in."
Her words, and her tone, were gentle and affectionate. All the coldness and
the sharpness of the preceding day seemed to have passed away, and to have
been forgotten; but words and tone were equally jarring to the feelings of
Mrs. Hazleton. The sharpest language, the most angry manner, would have
been a relief to her. They would have afforded her some sort of
strength--some sort of support.
It is painful enough to hear sweet music when we are very sad. I have known
it rise almost to agony; but the tones of friendship and regard, of
gentleness and tender kindness, to the ear of hatred and malice, must be
more terrible still.
"I have been here but a moment," said Mrs. Hazleton, gloomily--almost
peevishly. "I suppose it was my coming in woke you; but I am sure I made as
little noise as possible."
"Why, what is the matter?" said Lady Hastings. "You look quite pale and
agitated, and you speak quite crossly."
"Your sudden waking startled me," said Mrs. Hazleton; "and, besides, you
looked so ill, my dear friend. I almost thought you were dead till you
began to move."
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