The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
The next day came the funeral. What a desolate time it was! All down the
lane were wagons and carriages and horses, for every body that knew my
grandfather had come to pay him the last honors. "We can do him no further
good," they said, "but it seemed right that we should come." Close by the
gate waited the little brown wagon to bear the coffin to the grave, the
wagon in which he was used to ride while living. The heads of the horses
were drooping, and I thought they looked consciously sad.
The day was mild and the doors and windows of the old house stood all open,
so that the people without could hear the words of the preacher. I remember
nothing he said; I remember of hearing my mother sob, and of seeing my
grandmother with her face buried in her hands, and of seeing aunt Carra
sitting erect, her face pale but tearless, and Oliver near her, with his
hands folded across his breast save once or twice, when he lifted them to
brush away tears.
I did not cry, save from a frightened and strange feeling, but kept wishing
that we were not so near the dead, and that it were another day. I tried to
push the reality away with thoughts of pleasant things--in vain. I remember
the hymn, and the very air in which it was sung.
"Ye fearful souls fresh courage take,
The clouds ye so much dread,
Are big with mercy, and shall break
In blessings on your head.
Blind unbelief is sure to err,
And scan his works in vain;
God is his own interpreter,
And he will make it plain."
Near the door blue flagstones were laid, bordered with a row of shrubberies
and trees, with lilacs, and roses, and pears, and peach-trees, which my
grandfather had planted long ago, and here, in the open air, the coffin was
placed, and the white cloth removed, and folded over the lid. I remember
how it shook and trembled as the gust came moaning from the woods, and
died off over the next hill, and that two or three withered leaves fell on
the face of the dead, which Oliver gently removed and brushed aside a
yellow winged butterfly that hovered near.
The friends hung over the unsmiling corpse till they were led weeping and
one by one away; the hand of some one rested for a moment on the forehead,
and then the white cloth was replaced, and the lid screwed down. The coffin
was placed in the brown wagon, with a sheet folded about it, and the long
train moved slowly to the burial-ground woods, where the words "dust to
dust" were followed by the rattling of the earth, and the sunset light fell
there a moment, and the dead leaves blew across the smoothly shapen mound.
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