The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 4, No. 4, November 1, 1851
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Carry," called a voice behind us; but she neither answered nor looked
back, but seeming to feel a sudden and expressive fondness for me, took me
up in her arms, though I was almost too heavy for her to lift, and kissing
me over and over, said I was light as a feather, at which she laughed as
though neither sorrowful nor lacking for employment.
This little passage I could never precisely explain, aside from the ground
that "the course of true love never did run smooth." Half an hour after we
returned to the house, Oliver presented himself at the door, saying, "Miss
Caroline, shall I trouble you for a cup, to get a drink of water?" Carry
accompanied him to the well, where they lingered some time, and when she
returned her face was sunshiny and cheerful as usual.
The day went slowly by, dinner was prepared, and removed, scarcely tasted;
aunt Carry wrought at her fringe, and grandmother moved softly about,
preparing teas and cordials.
Towards sunset the sick man became easy, and expressed a wish that the door
of his chamber might be opened, that he might watch our occupations and
hear our talk. It was done accordingly, and he was left alone. My mother
smiled, saying she hoped he might yet get well, but my father shook his
head mournfully, and answered, "He wishes to go without our knowledge." He
made amplest provision for his family always, and I believe had a kind
nature, but he manifested no little fondnesses, nor did he wish caresses
for himself. Contrary to the general tenor of his character, was a love of
quiet jests, that remained to the last. Once, as Carry gave him some drink,
he said, "You know my wishes about your future, I expect you to be
mindful."
I stole to the door of his room in the hope that he would say something to
me, but he did not, and I went nearer, close to the bed, and timidly took
his hand in mine; how damp and cold it felt! yet he spoke not, and climbing
upon the chair, I put back his thin locks, and kissed his forehead. "Child,
you trouble me," he said, and these were the last words he ever spoke to
me.
The sun sunk lower and lower, throwing a beam of light through the little
window, quite across the carpet, and now it reached the sick man's room,
climbed over the bed and up the wall; he turned his face away, and seemed
to watch its glimmer upon the ceiling The atmosphere grew dense and dusky,
but without clouds, and the orange light changed to a dull lurid red, and
the dying and dead leaves dropt silently to the ground, for there was no
wind, and the fowls flew into the trees, and the grey moths came from
beneath the bushes and fluttered in the waning light. From the hollow tree
by the mill came the bat, wheeling and flitting blindly about, and once or
twice its wings struck the window of the sick man's chamber. The last
sunlight faded off at length, and the rumbling of the mill-wheel was still:
he has fallen asleep in listening to its music.
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