The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"An injury!" said Lilias, in her innocent surprise, "to wake on this
bright morning and beautiful world."
"Bright and beautiful," said Aletheia, musingly, "how these words are
like dreams of long, long ago. My days have no part in them now; but
think no more of having awakened me, it matters nothing; and it would
have been strange, indeed, if such as you had known how many are roused
to the morning light with the one cry in their heart--'must I, must I
live again?'"
"I cannot conceive it," said Lilias; "I always wish there were no night,
it seems so sad to go away and shut one's eyes on all one loves and
admires."
"Yet, believe me, to some sleep is precious--more precious even than
death, for all it seems so like an angel of rest and mercy; the brief
forgetfulness of sleep is certain, whilst in death the soul feels there
is no oblivion."
It was to the gay, young Lilias, as though Aletheia were speaking in an
unknown tongue; her unclouded spirit understood none of these things;
but in spite of her prejudice against this strange person, she felt
struck with pity as she saw her sitting there with the wet hair clinging
to her cold, white cheek.
"You are very tired; I am afraid," she said, "you have walked a long
distance."
Aletheia started, and the pale lips grew paler, as she exclaimed, almost
passionately--
"You have been watching me!"
"No, indeed," said Lilias, distressed at the idea, "how could you think
me capable of it? I did not see you until I came into the verandah; but
I guessed you had gone out early, because your clothes are all wet with
dew."
Aletheia rose up.
"Lilias, you are come to live in the same house with me, and therefore
is it necessary I should make to you one prayer. I do beseech you, as
you hope that men will deal mercifully with your life, grant me the only
mercy they can give to mine--leave me alone; forget that I exist; live
as if I did not, or were dead. I ask nothing but this, to be unmolested
and forgotten."
She turned to go into the room as she spoke, but she was stopped by the
appearance of Gabriel, who was creeping, with his quiet, stealthy step,
towards her; his blue eyes, usually so soft, glowing with the intensity
of his ardent gaze. She paused and looked at him sadly.
"Gabriel, you heard what I said to Lilias just now; it is nothing new to
you; you know well and deeply what is my one desire--the petition I make
to all. Why, then, will you live, as it were in my shadow--why will you
persecute me?" He made no answer, but by folding his hands in mute
appeal and bowing his head humbly over them. She passed him in silence,
and went into the house. He followed softly after her, and Lilias was
left alone.
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