The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
Lilias, like most blythe young spirits, never could sleep after the
morning beams came to visit her eyelids; and, despite the unusual
excitement of the preceding night, she was roaming through the house at
a very early hour, looking bright and fresh as the day-dawn itself. She
passed through the old hall with timid steps, though it was now deserted
by the musician, with whom her thoughts had been busy ever since she
awoke. Deep was the pity that had sprung to life, never more to die in
her young heart for him: not a barren pity, but active, tender,
_woman-like_, that would take no rest till it had found some means of
ministering to his happiness. For the present it expended itself in an
earnest desire to discover all concerning him, and most especially
whether, amongst all the inhabitants of Randolph Abbey, he had no friend
to counterbalance the animosity of his one known enemy. To see him again
likewise, not once but often, was a determination which she could not
fail to form after the conversation she had held with him; her generous
spirit was in some sense bound to this, and it did but deepen her
longing to draw near to one so doubly stricken. Occupied with these
thoughts, Lilias passed through the drawing-room to a verandah which
opened from it, and where she could enjoy the fresh air whilst sheltered
from the sun. There were couches placed there, and as Lilias moved
towards one of them, she was startled by perceiving a motionless figure
extended upon it.
It was Aletheia, apparently in a profound slumber; but to Lilias she
seemed like a corpse laid out for burial, so pale, so rigid was her
face. The cold, white hands were folded on her breast as in dumb
supplication, and they were scarce stirred by her slow breathing, or the
dull, heavy beating of her heart. Her countenance bore an expression of
extreme fatigue, and it seemed plain to Lilias that she had been walking
to a great distance. Her hair, matted with dew, was clinging wet to her
temples, and her bonnet lay on the ground beside her. Lilias gazed at
her with a feeling almost of awe, wondering what was the secret of this
strange cousin's life, and a slight movement which she made awoke
Aletheia. Slowly the eyelids rose over those sad eyes, and revealed, as
the power of thought stole into them, a depth of pain, of mute entreaty,
which seemed to indicate an imploring desire that she might not be
commanded to take up the burden of returning life. She tried to close
them again, but in vain; the light sleep was altogether broken, and,
raising herself up, with a heavy sigh she turned a look of involuntary
reproach on Lilias.
"I am so sorry I awoke you," said the latter, breathlessly. "I did not
mean it, indeed; you were not resting well; but I am afraid you did not
wish to be awakened."
"No," said the low voice of Aletheia, which seemed ever to come from her
lips without stirring them, "for it is the only injury any one can do to
me."
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