The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852 — John Shaqi
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852Various
History
The International Monthly, Volume 5, No. 4, April, 1852
Various
Art, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- History -- Periodicals
"Well, I will give you the story as I now have it, quite complete, for I
was partly in Dervilly's confidence, and was with him during his illness
and when he died. He was born in Louisiana, of French parents, who,
after spending some years in America, returned to their native country.
He spoke English fluently, as you know, and when you deserted me we
became very intimate. Then it was I learned how deeply the poor fellow
was in love, actually _in love_. No mere transitory emotion--no
momentary passion for an adventure--no affair of gallantry, was this:
his very being was absorbed--he became wholly changed--it seemed as if
he had bound himself, body and soul, to some spirit of another world. I
never saw, never read, of so engrossing a feeling. At last he confessed
to me. He said he had met, a few months before, at the house of a former
friend of his family, who had been of considerable consequence under the
previous reign, but was now reduced, and lived in obscurity, a creature
of most exquisite shape and feature, who proved on acquaintance to be
possessed with a loveliness of character, a modesty, an irresistible
charm of manner, which took him captive. Dervilly became completely
enamored with Emilie de Coigny. This he discovered to be her name, but
on inquiring of the persons at whose house he first met her, he could
get no satisfactory information; indeed a very singular reserve, as poor
Dervilly thought, was maintained whenever her name was mentioned, so
that he could not, in fact, glean the slightest particulars about her.
This did not prevent him from confessing his passion, for the girl came
frequently to this house, and their acquaintance ripened very fast.
Emilie de Coigny felt for the first time that her heart was occupied,
and all that restlessness of spirit caused by the unconscious longing of
the affections laid at rest, and Alfred Dervilly became the sole object
of her thoughts and of her hopes, if hopes she had. All this, I repeat,
Emilie de Coigny felt; but, singular to say, she hesitated to confess
what was in her heart, even when her lover passionately entreated; it
seemed as if something stood between her and happiness, to which she
feared to allude. It is not easy to deceive the _heart_, and Dervilly
knew, despite the apparent calmness of Emilie, despite her sometimes
cold demeanor, that he was loved in return. But one thing troubled and
perplexed him; one thing filled him with vague fears and apprehensions,
and checked the ecstatic feelings which were ready to overflow his
heart. A mystery hung about this beautiful girl; she claimed no one for
her friend, she spoke of no acquaintances, she never alluded to parents,
or to brother or sister, or other relation; she made no mention of her
home. Besides, a strange sadness, strange in one so young, seemed to
possess her, and to pervade her spirit, and while contemplating that
imperturbable countenance, Dervilly at times felt an awe come over him
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