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That a capacity for thinking about such things in such fashion was
scarcely the normal intellectual equipment of an eighteen-year-old
youth did not occur to Rod. He had the singularly unboyish quality
of hoarding his thoughts, of living very much in a reflective world
of his own, which he shared with no one; which indeed he sedulously
masked from every one he knew, unless it was Mary Thorn. Even to
Mary he permitted only shy, stray glimpses of what sometimes crowded
his brain, as a concession to her confident belief in him, her
conviction that the most fanciful thing he could utter was at least
worth consideration merely because he saw fit to give it utterance.
Whereas any groping effort to encase an abstraction in words served
only to bring an amused look to the collective faces of his own
people. His father would lift heavy eyebrows in polite surprise.
Grove would laugh coarsely. Even Phil would look a little puzzled, a
little bored. Rod knew. He seldom made such experiments in
self-expression. But his mind would concentrate with burning
eagerness on a great variety of things. And sometimes his
conclusions saddened him without his knowing why.
This decree of banishment from Hawk's Nest in mid-summer provoked him
to sullen pondering in the quiet of his own room. He recognized
authority. Obedience was an observed tradition in that house. It
was not the fact of his being bundled off to a university that
troubled Rod. He had looked forward to that as a necessary and
perhaps delightful experience. It was the snap judgment which
hastened the date of this mental discipline--as if it were a penalty
inflicted on him for an offence--as if he were a small child caught
with his fingers in the jam pot.
So Rod, sitting with his elbows on the window sill looking out on the
tiderace streaming full flood between Valdez and Big Dent, seeing the
glassy green incline and the white flash of foam, wondered irritably
why his father saw fit to penalize him, to warn him in that
offensive, suggestive manner about Mary Thorn. There was no ground
for that. Rod knew his father as a fair-minded man, not much given
to moralizing, nor arbitrarily instructing his sons in ethical
problems. He wouldn't have issued a fiat like that without some one
stirring him up. Rod scowled. He could guess pretty well who had
done the stirring; who, being not too nice in surreptitious amours
himself, was inordinately jealous how the family dignity, the family
honor fared in his brothers' hands. Which was a very precise summary
of one phase of Mr. Grosvenor Sylvester Norquay. It wasn't a
flattering estimate of character and Rod kept it strictly to himself.
When he was small he had disliked Grove's high-handed style, his
tendency to domineer, an occasional outcrop of a brutal streak. As
Rod grew older that dislike became contempt, deep and abiding. A
queer feeling to exist between brothers. Yet not so rare.
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