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Now there was certainly a mischief working in his blood that was not
innocent. He knew it. It made him quiver. There was a ferment in
his mind as well as in his body. Was this what Spence meant when he
discoursed solemnly on the arrival of youth at man's estate? The
pitfalls of uncontrolled passion. The ineradicable animal in man.
Spence always spoke of the most intimate relation between a man and a
woman in guarded terms. He conveyed the idea that it should be a
matter of rational choice,--on the man's side. Spence never
discussed the woman's part; he ignored the woman. The man, then,
according to the Spencian ethic, carried on his sexual life according
to his innate character. If he was inherently brutish he sought
sexual satisfaction promiscuously. The ideal, sanctioned by society,
therefore ethically sound, was love, matrimony, the ultimate family,
achieved progressively with mature deliberation to balance emotion.
Mr. Spence did not inform Rod that this ideal progression depended on
a great many uncertain factors. Perhaps he did not know. But Rod
had accepted his tutor for several years as an oracle on culture in
general, as well as in its specific branches, and it was difficult
for him to turn a deaf ear when the oracle spoke of ethics,--in spite
of the fact that Rod's own observation, the conclusions of a fairly
acute if youthful mind, stirred doubts.
He granted that Phil might pass muster. Grove wouldn't. He could
think of several men, young and old, within the Norquay orbit, who
wouldn't. But Grove was the most outstanding, because he had the
most intimate knowledge of Grove's personality and his surreptitious
amours, which had been overlapping each other ever since Rod was old
enough to understand such matters. If a reasonable state of personal
purity were necessary to the Spencian image of a gentleman, Grove
could not qualify. Yet Mr. Spence had as much respect for Grove
Norquay as Grove's world in general,--which was a great deal more
than either of his brothers held for him. Grove was clever. He was
handsome. He could be generous to his equals. His manner was beyond
reproach. Yet outside of his own class women were to Grove a
sporting proposition, to be pursued and captured for his sensual
gratification.
No, there was something lacking in the wisdom Mr. Spence had
attempted to impart. Mr. Spence distinguished sharply between love
and lust. He had explained the difference without making the
difference clear. Rod wondered which of the two had overtaken him
all unexpectedly, sitting beside Mary Thorn on a log. Which was it
that made his heart beat faster. Was it love,--blooming
precociously? Or was it the other thing, against which Spence had
warned him to be strong?
CHAPTER IV
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