Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Teenage boys -- Fiction; War stories
Suddenly all the hate and guilt he had ever known exploded into his
awareness. The face before him was a meaningless blur, but he did not
need to know the enemy to loathe him. His carbine was in his hands, the
safety off, the barrel lowered, the trigger squeezed--but the rifle
failed to fire.
The cry of the enemy was a wordless oath of anger, the bayonet a
glinting sliver of death, the pain in his side the ultimate peak of
agony. But as he fell back onto the rocks, he sensed something beyond
rage in the bright young eyes of his destroyer. He sensed hope--the
possibility of peace and even of happiness--for those anger-maddened
eyes had been his own.
* * * * *
He woke upon a bed in a small white-walled room. It was too soon yet to
try to think things over. So he consciously relaxed and contemplated
such immediate and basic pleasures as breathing and observing the
distant sun-gilt eucalyptus through the single broad window. For the
present, the experience of life itself was sufficient.
When at last an attendant entered, followed by a nurse, Tom felt like
talking. He was frustrated in this by a thermometer, which the woman
allowed to remain in his mouth throughout the entire check-up. When she
had finally concluded her routine, Tom said: "I'm feeling pretty good,
doctor. Is it all right if I leave?"
"I'm just a mere psychotechnician," the man smiled. "You'll have to
check with Miss Laughton."
"Fit as a fiddle," the nurse responded, gathering up her equipment.
"My bayonet wound okay?" Tom asked anxiously, and was immediately
startled to find he could refer to the incident with amusement.
"It is if you can talk about it," she replied with a flicker of
sympathy on her dry expressionless face.
"So it was a bayonet," the man commented after the nurse had left.
"That's quite rare, you know. Usually it's a bullet or a shell
fragment."
"Don't you decide--I mean, don't you set it all up beforehand?"
"Oh, no. Electrohypnosis merely instigates certain motivational and
situational patterns. The instrumentation and environment is entirely
the product of your own personality. The more feasible, consistent
and coherent the subjective aspects, the more adaptable, rational and
stable must be the subject."
"What about the bayonet?"
"You chose that, I would suppose, because you not only weren't afraid
of meeting the enemy, but actually wanted to. We'll go into that later.
Now I want you to relate everything you can remember."
Tom waited while the other set up a recorder. It took less than twenty
minutes to narrate every detail he could recall.
"Well that'll be enough for today. We do want you to report back in a
week or so, just to find out how this affects your normal activities.
The receptionist will make an appointment for you. Your clothes are in
the closet."
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