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"You will always be to me just what you have been, Aunt Mary," I
replied, and tears filled my eyes, as I threw myself upon a low seat
at her feet. "You must not think that because I am a wife, I shall
love my old friends any the less: and you of all others, you who have
been to me as a dear, dear elder sister,--you who have instructed and
counselled me, and have shared all my thoughts and feelings since I was
a little child; oh! do you think any one can come between our hearts?
We may not meet as frequently as we have done, but you will ever find
me just the same, and I shall tell you all my thoughts, and all my
cares and sorrows, and all my joys too, just as I always have done."
"No, no, Jessie, say not so. That may not be. You may love me just as
well, but you will love another more. Your heart _cannot_ be open to
me as it has been, for it will belong to another. Its hopes, its fears,
its joys, its sorrows, its cares, its love, will all be so intimately
blended with those of another, that they cannot be separated. No wife,
provided the relations existing between her husband and herself are
what they should be, can be to _any_ other friend exactly what she was
before her marriage."
"Why, Aunt Mary!--you surely do not mean to say that a wife should
never have any confidential friends?"
"The history of woman, dear Jessie, is generally simply a record of
the workings of her own heart; in ordinary cases, she has little else
to consider. 'The world of the affections is her world,' and there
finds she her appropriate sphere of action. What I mean to say is,--not
that a wife should have no friend save her husband,--but that, if the
hearts of the twain are as closely linked together as they should
be, if they always beat in perfect unison, and if their thoughts and
feelings harmonize as they ought to do, it will be difficult for her
to draw aside the veil from her own heart, and lay it open to the gaze
of any other being, without, in some degree, betraying the confidence
reposed in her by him who should be nearer and dearer than all the
world beside. The heart is like a temple, Jessie. It has its outer and
its inner court, and it has also its holy of holies. The outer court
is full: common acquaintances,--those that we call friends, merely
because they are not enemies,--are gathered there. The inner court but
few may enter,--the few who we feel love us, and to whom we are united
by the strong bonds of sympathy; but the sanctum sanctorum, the holy
of holies, that must never be profaned by alien footsteps, or by the
tread of any, save him to whom the wife hath said, 'Whither thou goest
I will go, thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God.'"
The deepening twilight hung over us, wrapping all things in its sombre
mantle, and its solemn stillness fell with soft, subduing power upon
our hearts, as we sat, for many moments, each lost in reverie, ere I
spoke again.
"Aunt Mary, why were you never married?"
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