Gift books; Indians of North America -- Literary collections
"Rather an abrupt question that, my love. What if I say, in the words
of the old song, because 'nobody ever came wooing me?'"
"Nay, nay, Aunt Mary, I know you have never passed through life
unloved, and I have sometimes fancied not unloving either. But pardon
me, I fear my obtrusive curiosity has given you pain," I added quickly,
as in the dim light I saw that her pale cheek was growing still
paler, and that deep, though subdued, anguish was stamped in legible
characters upon her brow.
"I have nought to pardon, my child, for our long familiarity has given
you a right to ask the question; and I wonder that you have never made
the inquiry before, rather than that you make it now. The history of my
early life is a sad one, but you shall hear it, and know why I am now
such a lone and isolated being.
"Upon the early part of my life it will be necessary for me to dwell
but slightly. My childhood passed dreamily away, marked by no event of
sufficient importance to leave a very deep impression upon my mind.
An only child, I was my father's idol, and he loved me none the less
tenderly, because the destroying angel had snatched his young wife
from his bosom, and I was all that was left to him of her. I was very
young when my mother died--too young to appreciate the magnitude of
my loss, or to feel that I was motherless. Yet I have an indistinct
recollection of a sweet, girlish face, that used to bend over my couch,
and of a melodious voice that was wont to lull me to my baby slumbers.
The remembrance is a very faint one, but I have never thought of angels
in my dreams, or in my waking hours, when the vision did not wear the
semblance of my mother's face, nor of angel voices without in fancy
hearing again my mother's low, soft tones.
"As I grew older, the best instructors in the country were procured for
me, and I was taught all the accomplishments of the day, while, at the
same time, I was not allowed to neglect any of the plainer, but equally
important branches of female education. At last my education was
completed, and 'I came out' under auspices as flattering as those under
which any young girl ever made her debut upon the stage of life. The
harsh fingers of Time have wrought such changes upon my face and form,
that you may find it difficult to believe that in my youth I was called
beautiful. Yet so it was, and this, together with my father's station
in society and reputation for wealth, drew a crowd of admirers around
me. One of my father's chief sources of delight, was the exercise of
an almost prodigal hospitality, and he dearly loved to see me, attired
with all the elegance that his ample means could afford, presiding at
his table, or moving among our guests, in his fond eyes 'the star of
the goodly companie.'
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