The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“I do not like to leave you without saying it.”
“I hope you have not misunderstood me, Marian. I did not mean that we
should part.”
“I know that. Nevertheless, we shall part. I will never sleep beneath
the same roof with you again.”
“Come!” he said, shutting the door: “this is nonsense. You are out of
temper.”
“So you have already told me,” she said, becoming pale.
“Well, but—Marian: perhaps I may have spoken rather harshly just now;
but I did not mean you to take it so. You must be reasonable.”
“Pray let us have no more words about it. I need no apologies, and
desire no advances. Good-bye is enough.”
“But, Marian,” said he, coming nearer, “you must not fancy that I have
ceased to love you.”
“Above all,” said Marian, “let us have no more of that. You say you
hate this place and the life we lead here. I am heartily sick of it,
and have been so for a long time.”
“Let us go elsewhere.”
“Yes, but not together. One word,” she added resolutely, seeing his
expression become fierce. “I will not endure any violence, even of
language, from you. I know of old what you are when you lose your
temper; and if you insult me I will summon aid, and proclaim who I am.”
“Do you think I am going to strike you?”
“No, because you dare not. But I will not listen to oaths or abuse.”
“What have you to complain of? What is your grievance?”
“I make no complaint. I exercise the liberty I bought so dearly to go
where I please and do what I please.”
“And to desert me when I have sacrificed everything for you. I have
incurred enormous expenses; alienated my friends; risked my position in
society; and broken my mother’s heart for your sake.”
“But for that I would have left you before. I am very sorry.”
“You have heard something in that letter which makes you hope that your
husband will take you back. Not a woman in London will speak to you.”
“I tell you I am not going back. Oh, Sholto, dont be so mean. Can we
not part with dignity? We have made a mistake. Let us acknowledge it
quietly, and go our several ways.”
“I will not be got rid of so easily as you suppose,” he said, his face
darkening menacingly. “Do you think I believe in your going out alone
from this hotel and living by yourself in a strange city? Come! who is
it?”
“Who is——? What do you mean?”
“What new connexion have you formed? You were very anxious about our
ship returning the other day—anxious about the mails, of course.
Perhaps also about the surgeon.”
“I understand. You think I am leaving you to go to some other man. I
will tell you now the true reason.”
“Do,” said he, sarcastically, biting his lip.
“I will. I am leaving you because, instead of loving you, as I
foolishly thought I could, I neither respect nor even like you. You are
utterly selfish and narrow-minded; and I deserve my disappointment for
having deserted for your sake a far better man. I am sorry you have
sacrificed so much for me; but if you had been worthy of a woman’s
regard, you would not have lost me.”
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