The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Douglas stared at her. “_I_ selfish and narrow-minded!” he said, with
the calm of stupefaction.
“Yes.”
“I may have been narrow-minded in devoting myself so entirely to you,”
said he slowly, after a pause. “But, though I do not ask for gratitude,
I think I have been sufficiently a loser to disregard such a monstrous
assertion as that I am selfish.”
“You show your selfishness by dwelling on what you have lost. You never
think of what I have lost. I make no profession of unselfishness. I am
suffering for my folly and egoism; and I deserve to suffer.”
“In what way, pray, are you suffering? You came here because you had a
wretched home, and a husband who was glad to be rid of you. You do what
you like, and have what you like. Name one solitary wish of yours that
has not been silently gratified.”
“I do not find fault with you. You have been generous in supplying me
with luxuries such as money can obtain. But it was not the want of
money that made me fancy my home wretched. It is not true that I can do
as I like. How many minutes is it since you threatened to cast me off
if I did not make myself agreeable to you? Can you boast of your
generosity after taunting me with my dependence on you?”
“You misunderstood me, Marian. I neither boasted, nor threatened, nor
taunted. I have even apologized for that moment’s irritation. If you
cannot forgive such a trifle, you yourself can have very little
generosity.”
“Perhaps not. I do not violently resent things; but I cannot forget
them, nor feel as I did before they happened.”
“You think so at present. Let us cease this bickering. Lovers’ quarrels
should not be carried too far.”
“I am longing to cease it. It worries me; and it does not alter my
determination in the least.”
“Do you mean——”
“I do mean. Dont look at me like that: you make me angry instead of
frightening me.”
“And do you think I will suffer this quietly?”
“You may suffer it as you please,” said Marian, stepping quietly to the
wall, and pressing a button. “I will never see you again if I can help
it. If you follow me, or persecute me in any way, I will appeal to the
police for protection as Mrs. Conolly. I despise you more than I do any
one on earth.”
He turned away, and snatched up his coat and hat. She stood apparently
watching him quietly, but really listening with quickened heart to his
loud and irregular breathing. As he opened the door to go out, he was
confronted on the threshold by a foreign waiter.
“Vas you reeng?” said the waiter doubtfully, retreating a step.
“I will not be accountable for that woman’s expenses from this time
forth,” said Douglas, pointing at her, “You can keep her at your own
risk, or turn her into the streets to pursue her profession, as you
please.”
The waiter, smiting vaguely, looked first at the retreating figure of
Douglas, and then at Marian.
“I want another room, if you please,” she said. “One on any of the
upper floors will do; but I must have my things moved there at once.”
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