The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Elinor, her third and only other child, was one of her troubles. At an
early age it was her practice, once a week or thereabouts, to disappear
in the forenoon; be searched anxiously for all day; and return with a
torn frock and dirty face at about six o’clock in the afternoon. She
was stubborn, rebellious, and passionate under reproof or chastisement:
governesses had left the house because of her; and from one school she
had run away, from another eloped with a choir boy who wrote verses.
Him she deserted in a fit of jealousy, quarter of an hour after her
escape from school. The only one of her tastes that conduced to the
peace of the house was for reading; and even this made her mother
uneasy; for the books she liked best were fit, in Mrs. McQuinch’s
opinion, for the bookcase only. Elinor read openly what she could
obtain by asking, such as Lamb’s Tales from Shakespear, and The
Pilgrim’s Progress. The Arabian Nights Entertainments were sternly
refused her; so she read them by stealth; and from that day there was
always a collection of books, borrowed from friends, or filched from
the upper shelf in the library, beneath her mattress. Nobody thought of
looking there for them; and even if they had, they might have paused to
reflect on the consequences of betraying her. Her eldest sister having
given her a small workbox on her eleventh birthday, had the present
thrown at her head two days later for reporting to her parents that
Nelly’s fondness for sitting in a certain secluded summer-house was due
to her desire to read Lord Byron’s poetry unobserved. Miss Lydia’s
forehead was severely cut; and Elinor, though bitterly remorseful, not
only refused to beg pardon for her fault, but shattered every brittle
article in the room to which she was confined for her contumacy. The
vicar, on being consulted, recommended that she should be well whipped.
This counsel was repugnant to Hardy McQuinch, but he gave his wife
leave to use her discretion in the matter. The mother thought that the
child ought to be beaten into submission; but she was afraid to
undertake the task, and only uttered a threat, which was received with
stubborn defiance. This was forgotten next day when Elinor, exhausted
by a week of remorse, terror, rage, and suspense, became dangerously
ill. When she recovered, her parents were more indulgent to her, and
were gratified by finding her former passionate resistance replaced by
sulky obedience. Five years elapsed, and Elinor began to write fiction.
The beginning of a novel, and many incoherent verses imitated from
Lara, were discovered by her mother, and burnt by her father. This
outrage she never forgave. She was unable to make her resentment felt,
for she no longer cared to break glass and china. She feared even to
remonstrate lest she should humiliate herself by bursting into tears,
as, since her illness, she had been prone to do in the least agitation.
So she kept silence, and ceased to speak to either of her parents
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