The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage — John Shaqi
The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“You are the same as one of ourselves, of course, Sholto. But I believe
you delight in stiffness and ceremony. Will you not come upstairs?”
“I wish to speak to you privately. First, I have to apologize to you
for what passed last night.”
“Pray dont, Sholto: it doesnt matter. I am afraid we were rude to you.”
“Pardon me. It is I who am in fault. I never before made an apology to
any human being; and I should not do so now without a painful
conviction that I forgot what I owed to myself.”
“Then you ought to be ashamed of yourself—I mean for never having
apologized before. I am quite sure you have not got through life
without having done at least one or two things that required an
apology.”
“I am sorry you hold that opinion of me.”
“How is Brutus’s paw?”
“Brutus!”
“Yes. That abrupt way of changing the subject is what Mrs. Fairfax
calls a display of tact. I know it is very annoying; so you may talk
about anything you please. But I really want to hear how the poor dog
is.”
“His paw is nearly healed.”
“I’m so glad—poor old dear!”
“You are aware that I did not come here to speak of my mother’s dog,
Marian?”
“I supposed not,” said Marian, with a smile. “But now that you have
made your apology, wont you come upstairs? Nelly is there.”
“I have something else to say—to you alone, Marian. I entreat you to
listen to it seriously.” Marian looked as grave as she could. “I
confess that in some respects I do not understand you; and before you
enter upon another London season, through which I cannot be at your
side, I would obtain from you some assurance of the nature of your
regard for me. I do not wish to harass you with jealous importunity.
You have given me the most unequivocal tokens of a feeling different
from that which inspires the ordinary intercourse of a lady and
gentleman in society; but of late it has seemed to me that you maintain
as little reserve toward other men as toward me. I am not thinking of
Marmaduke: he is your cousin. But I observed that even the working man
who sang at the concert last night was received—I do not say
intentionally—with a cordiality which might have tempted a more humbly
disposed person than he seemed to be to forget——” Here Douglas, seeing
Marian’s bearing change suddenly, hesitated. Her beautiful gray eyes,
always pleading for peace like those of a good angel, were now full of
reproach; and her mouth, but for those eyes, would have suggested that
she was at heart an obstinate woman.
“Sholto,” she said, “I dont know what to say to you. If this is
jealousy, it may be very flattering; but it is ridiculous. If it is a
lecture, seriously intended, it is—it is really most insulting. What do
you mean by my having given you unequivocal signs of regard? Of course
I think of you very differently from the chance acquaintances I make in
society. It would be strange if I did not, having known you so long and
been your mother’s guest so often. But you talk almost as if I had been
making love to you.”
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