The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“You are a lady, rich, well-born, beautiful, loved by many persons
besides myself, too happily circumstanced to have any pressing
inducement to change your condition, and too fortunately endowed in
every way to have reason to anticipate the least difficulty in changing
it to the greatest worldly advantage when you please.
“What I am and have been, you know. I may estrange from you some of the
society which you enjoy, and I can introduce you to none that would
compensate you for the loss. I am what you call poor: my income at
present does not amount to much more than fifteen hundred pounds; and I
should not ask you to marry me if it were not that your own inheritance
is sufficient, as I have ascertained, to provide for you in case of my
early death. You know how my sister is situated; how your family are
likely to feel toward me on her account and my own; and how impatient I
am of devoting much time to what is fashionably supposed to be
pleasure. On the other hand, as I am bidding for a consent and not for
a refusal, I hope you will not take my disadvantages for more, or my
advantages for less, than they are honestly worth. At Carbury Park you
often said that you would never marry; and I have said the same myself.
So, as we neither of us overrate the possibilities of happiness in
marriage, perhaps we might, if you would be a little forbearing with
me, succeed in proving that we have greatly underrated them. As for the
prudence of the step, I have seen and practised too much prudence to
believe that it is worth much as a rule of conduct in a world of
accidents. If there were a science of life as there is one of
mechanics, we could plan our lives scientifically and run no risks; but
as it is, we must—together or apart—take our chance: cautiousness and
recklessness divide the great stock of regrets pretty equally.
“Perhaps you will wonder at my selfishness in wanting you, for my own
good, to forfeit your present happy independence among your friends,
and involve your fortunes with those of a man whom you have only seen
on occasions when ceremony compelled him to observe his best behavior.
I can only excuse myself by reminding you that no matter whom you
marry, you must do so at the same disadvantages, except as to the
approval of your friends, of which the value is for you to consider.
That being so, why should I not profit by your hazard as well as
another? Besides, there are many other feelings impelling me. I should
like to describe them to you, and would if I understood them well
enough to do it accurately.
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