The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His NonageShaw, Bernard
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The Irrational Knot: Being the Second Novel of His Nonage
Shaw, Bernard
Marriage -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“However, nothing is further from my intention than to indite a love
letter; so I will return to graver questions. One, in particular, must
be clearly understood between us. You are too earnest to consider an
allusion to religious matters out of place here. I do not know exactly
what you believe; but I have gathered from stray remarks of yours that
you belong to what is called the Broad Church. If so, we must to some
extent agree to differ. I should never interfere in any way with your
liberty as far as your actions concerned yourself only. But, frankly, I
should not permit my wife to teach my children to know Christianity in
any other way than that in which an educated Englishman knows Buddhism.
I will not go through any ceremony whatever in a church, or enter one
except to play the organ. I am prejudiced against religions of all
sorts. The Church has made itself the natural enemy of the theatre; and
I was brought up in the theatre until I became a poor workman earning
wages, when I found the Church always taking part against me and my
comrades with the rich who did no work. If the Church had never set
itself against me, perhaps I should never have set myself against the
Church; but what is done is done: you will find me irreligious, but
not, I hope, unreasonable.
“I will be at the Academy to-morrow at about four o’clock, as I do not
care to remain longer in suspense than is absolutely necessary; but if
you are not prepared to meet me then, I shall faithfully help you in
any effort I may perceive you make to avoid me.
“I am, dear Miss Lind,
“Yours sincerely,
“EDWARD CONOLLY. ”
This letter conveyed to Marian hardly one of the considerations set
forth in it. She thought it a frank, strong, admirable letter, just
what she should have hoped from her highest estimate of him. In the
quaint earnestness about religion, and the exaggerated estimate (as she
thought) of the advantages which she might forfeit by marrying him,
there was just enough of the workman to make them characteristic. She
wished that she could make some real sacrifice for his sake. She was
afraid to realize her situation at first, and, to keep it off, occupied
herself during the forenoon with her household duties, with some
pianoforte practice, and such other triflings as she could persuade
herself were necessary. At last she quite suddenly became impatient of
further delay. She sat down in a nook behind the window curtain, and
re-read the letter resolutely. It disappointed her a little, so she
read it again. The third time she liked it better than the first; and
she would have gone through it yet again but for the arrival of Mrs.
Leith Fairfax, with whom they had arranged to go to Burlington House.
“It is really a tax on me, this first day at the Academy,” said Mrs.
Fairfax, when they were at luncheon. “I have been there at the press
view, besides seeing all the pictures long ago in the studios. But, of
course, I am expected to be there.”
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