Such were the thoughts that began to disquiet my own mind. As to my
companions, Morton seemed less anxious and excited than any of the
others. During the evening he speculated in a cool matter-of-fact
manner, upon our chances of reaching an island, or meeting a ship,
before being reduced to the last extremity. He spoke of the number of
traders that frequent the islands, for tortoise-shell, mother-of-pearl,
sandal-wood, beche de mer, etcetera; the whalers that come in pursuit of
the cachelot, or sperm-whale; the vessels that resort there for fruit,
or supplies of wood and water; the vast number of islands scattered
through these seas; from all which he finally concluded, that the
chances were largely in our favour. If, however, we should fail of
immediate relief in this shape, he thought it probable that we should
have opportunities of catching fish, or sea-birds, and so prolonging
life for many days. He talked the whole matter over in such a calm,
sober, unexcited manner, furnishing facts and reasons for every opinion,
that I felt some confidence in his conclusions.
Browne, though quite composed and self-possessed, had, from the moment
when he discovered that we were out of sight of land, taken the most
serious view of our situation. He seemed to have made up his mind for
the worst, and was abstracted, and indisposed to converse. I knew that
the anxiety which Arthur evinced, was not mainly on his own account. It
did not withdraw his attention from what was passing, or diminish his
interest in it. Far from being gloomy or abstracted, he was active and
watchful, and spoke with heartiness and cheerfulness. His mental
disquietude only appeared, in a certain softness and tremor of his
voice, especially when speaking to Johnny, who, as the night drew on,
asked him over and over again, at short intervals, "Don't you think,
Arthur, that we shall certainly find land to-morrow?" This was truly
distressing.
As to Max, his feelings rose and fell capriciously, and without any
apparent cause; he was sanguine or depressed, not from a consideration
of all our circumstances, and a favourable or unfavourable conclusion
drawn therefrom; but according as this view or that, for the moment,
impressed his mind. He rendered no reasons for his hopes or his fears.
At one moment, you would judge from his manner and conversation that we
were indeed out upon some "holy day excursion," with no serious danger
impending over us; the next, without any thing to account for the
change, he would appear miserably depressed and wretched.
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