“Then you will err,” she said. “You will have to think ill of me. Thank
God you saved me from the worst, but it was not in your power to save me
from all--to save me from myself. Listen to me, my best friend. When
I was in Devonshire last year I met that man. He was staying in the
village, pretending that he was recovering from a wound which he had
received in our colonies in America. He was looked on as a hero and
feted in all directions. Every girl for miles around was in love
with him, and I--innocent fool that I was--considered myself the most
favoured creature in the world because he made love to me. Any day we
failed to meet I wrote him a letter--a foolish letter such as a
school miss might write--full of protestations of undying affection.
I sometimes wrote two of these letters in the day. More than a month
passed in this foolishness, and then it came to my uncle's ears that we
had meetings. He forbade my continuing to see a man of whom no one knew
anything definite, but about whom he was having strict inquiries made. I
wrote to the man to this effect, and I received a reply persuading me
to have one more meeting with him. I was so infatuated that I met him
secretly, and then in impassioned strains he implored me to make
a runaway match with him. He said he had enemies. When he had been
fighting the King's battles against the rebels these enemies had been
active, and he feared that their malice would come between us, and he
should lose me. I was so carried away by his pleading that I consented
to leave my uncle's house by his side.”
“But you cannot have done so.”
“You saved me,” she cried. “I had been reading your book, and, by God's
mercy, on the very day before that on which I had promised to go to him
I came to the story of poor Olivia's flight and its consequences. With
the suddenness of a revelation from heaven I perceived the truth. The
scales fell from my eyes as they fell from St. Paul's on the way to
Damascus, only where he perceived the heaven I saw the hell that awaited
me. I knew that that man was endeavouring to encompass my ruin, and in a
single hour--thanks to the genius that wrote that book--my love for that
man, or what I fancied was love, was turned to loathing. I did not meet
him. I returned to him, without a word of comment, a letter he wrote
to me reproaching me for disappointing him; and the very next day my
uncle's suspicions regarding him were confirmed. His inquiries resulted
in proof positive of the ruffianism of the fellow who called himself
Captain Jackson, He had left the army in America with a stain on his
character, and it was known that since his return to England at least
two young women had been led into the trap which he laid for me.”
“Thank God you were saved, my child,” said Goldsmith, as she paused,
overcome with emotion. “But being saved, my dear, you have no further
reason to fear that man.”
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