Adventure stories; Fools and jesters -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Love stories
Peregrine gave willing assent. Already, as seen, he had found rest in
the man’s confidence, a healthfulness in his quiet sanity. He saw a
haven in the forest cabin, one where he would abide most gladly. To have
no fear of going a day, or even more, hungry was something of a novelty
to him. The search for food sharpens a man’s wits with regard to
attaining the necessities of life, but leaves less room for the
development of other faculties. Here was sufficient for the needs of the
body. His mind at rest on this score, it began to expand in other
directions. His love of Nature returned to him, as it had returned for a
brief space on his leaving Dieuporte. In this renewal of his love he
realized how long it had been absent.
Tracing his way slowly backwards, he came to the point where the love
had first waned; saw it in his absorption in the human, namely Isabel.
Up to this point there had been freedom of spirit; here he first saw his
bondage, realized himself enslaved; slave of the woman at Belisle; slave
of luxury at Castle Syrtes; slave of Menippus; and, lastly, slave of an
idea. In this last he was, however, none so certain of the bondage; of
the former slavery he was very sure.
Now he felt his spirit free. The intimacy of Nature again surrounded
him; he found sweetness in her breath; in her still, sunny days, despite
their cold; in her frosty, starlit nights. He found himself watching the
brown buds slowly swelling on the trees, gazing with something akin to
reverence at the first pale primrose lifting a shy face among last
year’s withered débris, touching the tiny fragile flower of the wood
sorrel. The clean healthiness of the forest absorbed him; his spirit was
at one with the tender life awaking around him.
A new idea came to him now. Up to a point he acquiesced with Oswald in
the thought that the woman would make herself known to them at her own
time; yet he saw himself fitting his spirit for the meeting. In this he
believed himself in a measure seeking her. You see him humble; no longer
hot afoot to the chase in his own way, striving to attain to her by the
force of his own will. He never for an instant lost sight on the thought
of her. Now and again he fancied her eyes watching him; prayed her then
humbly enough to make her presence known at her own time.
Oswald, half laughing, told him he held her so close in thought no sight
of her was needed to him now. To which Peregrine replied briefly:
“Belief in her may be good; but sight of her will be better.”
In his belief he now surpassed his one-time mentor. He looked
daily,—even momentarily,—to her appearance, where Oswald was content to
leave it at months or even years ahead. It was sufficient to him that
she existed. The mere knowledge, without perpetual watching, was not
enough for Peregrine.
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