Adventure stories; Fools and jesters -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Love stories
“Dogs are we!” so had cried his sire. No dog was he to fawn and cringe
at the foot of his mistress, but in very sooth a man kneeling in
adoration at his lady’s shrine. And as he was, so she accepted him, this
Jester who could not jest. She saw the man beneath the fool, and
stooping from her heights recognized his manhood. Even so might the
Gracious Mother of God bend from Heaven to a suppliant son of earth.
There was no hint of blasphemy in his thought; in his very manhood he
was humble.
You see in him a man who had had no thought for women. Two only had held
his love,—his mother, at whose knee in childhood he had prayed, and that
other Mother to whom his prayers had been addressed, “_Sancta Maria,
Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora mortis nostræ._”
Therefore he brought to his lady a very clean heart, a very humble
heart, one which in all childlikeness accepted her favours, though warm
with the strength of a man’s devotion it sang a man’s praises in her
honour. You must not think that he lifted his eyes one whit higher than
the hem of her robe; she was to him a very queen, himself the humblest
of her subjects. Yet he knew himself now as man, and no fool, his
adoration clean and strong, no hint of the fawner in his attitude.
That the knowledge brought him joy you may well believe. His heart was
attuned to the joyous note of spring. Sun, the flowering earth, the soft
winds, all were to him but symbols of his happiness, portraying for him
his lady’s praises. Looking back on his first meeting with her he still
felt a flush of shame that he had momentarily doubted her truth, had
spoken words that held a note of irony. For that he struck his breast,
cried “_Mea culpa_,” saw himself the fool his garb set forth. Truth
incarnate in woman, so he saw her now, loftily enshrined beside his
mother, the shrine I think very near to that of the Mother of God.
Kneeling afar at Mass he saw her bend her head in adoration, rejoiced to
think they were at one in this great Act of Worship. The whiteness of
his love we may well believe lifted him nearer God.
Having, then, some hint of his mood you will know that Peregrine sitting
by the sundial found the morning very fair. Having mused, and finding it
hard to say by what precise steps he had reached his present goal, he
turned from musing, content merely that here he was. Light of heart he
looked across the park, saw the shadows lying still and blue beneath the
trees, saw the purple outline of the moorland, heard a lark pouring
forth exuberant song from the cloudless sky.
At the further end of the grass sward, on a stone bench, Brigid was
sitting with Mary Chester. Embroidery, as their custom was, occupied
their fingers, or it would be safer to say that Mary’s were occupied
thereby. Brigid for the most part held her needle idly, her eyes more
often roving to the motionless figure by the sundial than bent upon her
work.
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