But Janko is mistaken. Moses Freudenthal is not counting his treasures
at this moment. Indeed he would probably give up all that he possesses
without a sigh could he thereby rid his life of what has made him
poorer and more wretched than the beggar at his gates. He has taken
refuge in the large dusky sitting-room, into which no ray of sunlight,
and no sound of the human voice, can penetrate. He can now throw himself
into his arm-chair, and sob from the bottom of his heart without any one
asking him what is the matter; he can let his head fall upon his breast,
tear his hair, or cover his face with his hands.... He does not weep, or
pray, nor yet does he curse; he moans out in pain, the words echoing in
the quiet room, "How pleasant it was to hear the child's laugh!..." Thus
he sits alone in the twilight. At last he gets up and raises his eyes as
if in prayer--nay, rather as a man who demands a right. "O God!" he
cries, "I do not ask that she may come back to me, for I made my
servants drive her from my door; I do not ask that she may be happy, for
she has sinned grievously in the sight of God and man; I do not ask that
she may be unhappy, for she is my own flesh and blood; I only ask that
she may die, so that I may not have to curse my only child. Let her die,
O God, let her die, or let me!..."
Meanwhile the district judge is concluding his story in the room above.
"No one knows what has become of the pretty little girl. She is
forgotten; her father even doesn't seem to remember her existence.
They're a heartless race these Jews; they're all alike...."
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