If that be the case, it is foolish to fly from them, Moses Freudenthal!
See, they dog your footsteps wherever you go through the narrow gloomy
little streets. They whisper in your ear, even though you strive to
drown their voices by entering into conversation with the passers-by.
They appear before your very eyes in spite of your fixing them upon the
votive tablets fastened to the pillars in the house of God! And when
you pass through the congregation and take your seat in your accustomed
place, they flutter around your head, look at you out of the very
letters of your prayer-book, and speak to you in the voice of the
officiating minister!...
"Praise ye the Lord. Break out into joy, gladness, and song. For He
judgeth the world with righteousness and the people with His truth."
"And the solitary," cries a secret voice in the heart of the unhappy
man, "shall He break in pieces!" His eyes are fixed upon his book, his
lips whisper the words of prayer; but he does not pray, he can not! The
whole of his past life rises ghost-like before his mental vision, and in
such vivid detail as to cause him intense agony....
"He who can no longer pray," his old father had often told him, and now
the words involuntarily recur to him,--"He who can no longer pray shall
be cast out from before the face of the Eternal." He distinctly
remembers the day on which he had first heard those words. He was then a
boy of thirteen, and had been allowed to put on the phylacteries for the
first time, the sign that he had reached man's estate. The life that
opened out before him on that day was not easy and pleasant like that of
the fortunate of the earth, but hard and narrow as that endured by his
race. In common with every one around him, he had early learned to
dedicate his life to two objects, and these were--prayer and
money-making. When he was seventeen years of age his father had called
him into his room, and had then told him, in a calm matter-of-fact tone,
that he was to marry Chaim Gruenstein's daughter Rosele in three months'
time. He did not know the girl. He had seen her, it is true, but he had
never really looked at her. His father had, however, chosen her to be
his wife, and he was satisfied that it was well. Three months later he
married Rosele....
Hark! the Chazzan is beginning the ancient Sabbath hymn, whose words,
expressive of joy and longing, go straight to the heart--"Lecho daudi
likras kalle." And immediately the choir takes up the strain
triumphantly, "Lecho daudi likras kalle"--"Come, O friend, let us go
forth to meet the Bride, let us receive the Sabbath with joy!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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