The heroine of this story is a child. Her name was Lea, and at the time
of which the story treats, she was four years old. She had glossy black
hair and large dark eyes. Her eyes, however, were not bright, for it
seemed as if a shadow lay on her pale delicate face. She was the child
of poor people, and had only one frock, which was patched all over--the
same for Saturdays as for the other days of the week. It was hardly
possible to distinguish the original color of the yellow gabardine.
But that was not the cause of the sadness of her expression, for what
did Lea know of poverty? Every day her appetite was satisfied, or at any
rate half satisfied; and every day she played in the sunshine as long as
she liked.
She had the most beautiful playground that could be desired--large,
green, quiet, and full of countless flowers, and of elders bowing their
blossom-laden heads over many resting-places. Lea's playground was the
Jewish cemetery at Barnow. It was strange to see the serious child
wandering among the graves, or sitting on a stone watching the merry
cockchafers running about in the grass; but this was not the cause of
the shade of sadness on her face.
What did Lea know of death? She knew that her father was dead, and that
death meant sleep, and never, never to be hungry more. How, then, could
the daily sight of the graves have saddened her?...
No, it had not; and the Jews of Barnow were also wrong when they said,
"The child is a child of atonement; how can its face be otherwise than
sad?"
No; every trace of suffering in her pale face was an inheritance.
Poor Miriam Goldstein had borne the child beneath a heart that was heavy
with grief and sorrow. Bitter tears had fallen upon the face of the
little creature that lay upon her bosom. Such tears dry, but they leave
their traces. Lea bore upon her countenance the marks of the tears shed
by her mother.
Later, as the child grew older, her mother ceased to weep. The poor
widow had no time for tears. She had to work all day long, and when she
came home at night, she sank exhausted on her bed. Even when she
wakened, and mused upon her hard sad lot, she did not weep, for she
could always comfort herself with the reflection, "Thank God! the child
and I are not obliged to beg or starve. Thank God! the child is well."
"The child is well."
Miriam Goldstein, widow of the gravedigger at Barnow, who received from
the community as her widow's portion the grant of a little room in the
cottage near the gate of the cemetery, and who worked in other people's
houses all day long, did not weep during any sleepless hours that might
come to her at night, because--her child was well. I ask all
mothers--had Miriam Goldstein any cause for tears?
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