The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
has made human nature his study—can explain to you why it’s
impossible—that even a good Amiable Woman should do justice to more than
the Claims of a Husband Friend, and a female one—the rest of the World—I
own to you, my sensible Girl, are nothing to me in comparison of these,
but that I have not Penetration enough to see merit in Various
Characters—but I certainly have not materials to reward it, in more than
my stated number—did the Fancy of doing so occur to me—I must to
accomplish it—take from those I am bound to, by every tye of Love,
Gratitude & Sympathy—and then I might cease to promote the Happiness of
those Persons who now constitute the sole Value of mine, (for Lovers &
Friends are jealous of Competition, and they are right to be so, as the
Principal worth of _their_ privileges is derived, from there being
_Their_ privileges only,) and I will not risque it, why should I? for
what? to pursue, and accomplish another Happiness? I am contented with
that I possess, and well I may [be]—Merit even, is not always so
rewarded—and I have no Idea, of any Felicity on Earth, superior to what
I now experience—I have been taught to think—& I truly believe it—that a
Woman, however capacious her mind—and Amiable her manners—has but such a
Portion of Worth as Enables her to fill the Duties of her Station
well—and if her Destiny subjects her to a Worthy Partner in Life, He &
his, especially with the Addition of a female Friend, offer scope
enough, for the Exertion of all her Talents & good Propensities, be they
ever so numerous, and endearing—And it is a Maxim with me, from which I
believe, I never shall depart—that where a Married Woman, evinces a
desire to please the other Sex—& professes attachments to many, or more
than one Individual of her own—that she has, either been unfortunate in
her Choice—or has not those Qualities, which could enable her to fulfill
the great Duties, of Love & Friendship fitly & Handsomely.”—How like
you, the Sentiments of M^{rs}. Martaigne my dear James—? Whether it was
that her Person & Manner, gave Advantages to Them, or that they really
made a Strong Impression on me from the Propriety of Them, I know not;
but in my Life, I never felt so strong a Disposition to believe a Woman.
She often told me, that she was unworthy the Love of such a heart as
mine, because she could not return it—Respect for her Memory & frequent
recollections of her Various Excellencies, is now all that remains with
me relative to the Lovely Janatone; for she died three years ago—after
surviving her Husband about a week and her Friend a twelvemonth—What had
such a Woman to do in life after the survival of her best affections?
Unless indeed as an Example to all others, how they should grieve upon
such Disastrous Circumstances——knowing her, as I did, I was not sorry to
hear of her Releasement so soon after the Death of Martaigne—Charming,
Happy Couple! I have enthusiasm enough to wish to undertake a Journey
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