The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
Tell me how you are; and what sort of fortitude Heaven inspires
you with. How are you accommodated, my dear? Is all right?
Scribble away, any thing, and every thing to me. Depend upon
seeing me at Deal, with the James’s, should you be detained
there by contrary winds.—Indeed, Eliza, I should with pleasure
fly to you, could I be the means of rendering you any service,
or doing you kindness. Gracious and merciful GOD! consider the
anguish of a poor girl.—Strengthen and preserve her in all the
shocks her frame must be exposed to. She is now without a
protector, but thee! Save her from all accidents of a dangerous
element, and give her comfort at the last.
My prayer, Eliza, I hope, is heard; for the sky seems to smile
upon me, as I look up to it. I am just returned from our dear
Mrs. James’s, where I have been talking of thee for three
hours.—She has got your picture, and likes it: but Marriot, and
some other judges, agree that mine is the better, and expressive
of a sweeter character. But what is that to the original? yet I
acknowledge that hers is a picture for the world, and mine is
calculated only to please a very sincere friend, or sentimental
philosopher.—In the one, you are dressed in smiles, with all the
advantages of silks, pearls, and ermine;—in the other, simple as
a vestal—appearing the good girl nature made you;—which, to me,
conveys an idea of more unaffected sweetness, than Mrs. Draper,
habited for conquest, in a birthday suit, with her countenance
animated, and her dimples visible.—If I remember right, Eliza,
you endeavoured to collect every charm of your person into your
face, with more than _common_ care, the day you sat for Mrs.
James—Your colour, too, brightened; and your eyes shone with
more than usual brilliancy. I then requested you to come simple
and unadorned when you sat for me—knowing (as I see with
_unprejudiced_ eyes) that you could receive no addition from the
silk-worm’s aid, or jeweller’s polish. Let me now tell you a
truth, which, I believe, I have uttered before.—When I first saw
you, I beheld you as an object of compassion, and as a very
plain woman. The mode of your dress (tho’ fashionable)
disfigured you.—But nothing now could render you such, but the
being solicitous to make yourself admired as a handsome one.—You
are not handsome, Eliza, nor is yours a face that will please
the tenth part of your beholders,—but are something more; for I
scruple not to tell you, I never saw so intelligent, so
animated, so good a countenance; nor was there (nor ever will
be), that man of sense, tenderness, and feeling, in your company
three hours, that was not (or will not be) your admirer, or
friend, in consequence of it; that is, if you assume, or
assumed, no character foreign to your own, but appeared the
artless being nature designed you for.
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