The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
My bleeding is quite stopped, and I feel the principle of life
strong within me; so be not alarmed, Eliza—I know I shall do
well. I have eat my breakfast with hunger; and I write to thee
with a pleasure arising from that prophetic impression in my
imagination, that “all will terminate to our heart’s content.”
Comfort thyself eternally with this persuasion, “that the best
of beings (as thou hast sweetly expressed it) could not, by a
combination of accidents, produce such a chain of events, merely
to be the source of misery to the leading person engaged in
them.” The observation was very applicable, very good, and very
elegantly expressed. I wish my memory did justice to the wording
of it.—Who taught you the art of writing so sweetly, Eliza?—You
have absolutely exalted it to a science! When I am in want of
ready cash, and ill health will permit my genius to exert
itself, I shall print your letters, as finished essays, “by an
unfortunate Indian lady.” The style is new; and would almost be
a sufficient recommendation for their selling well, without
merit—but their sense, natural ease, and spirit, is not to be
equalled, I believe, in this section of the globe; nor, I will
answer for it, by any of your country-women in yours.—I have
shewed your letter to Mrs. B—, and to half the literati in
town.—You shall not be angry with me for it, because I meant to
do you honour by it.—You cannot imagine how many admirers your
epistolary productions have gained you, that never viewed your
external merits. I only wonder where thou could’st acquire thy
graces, thy goodness, thy accomplishments—so connected! so
educated! Nature has surely studied to make thee her peculiar
care—for thou art (and not in my eyes alone) the best and
fairest of all her works.—
And so this is the last letter thou art to receive from me;
because the Earl of Chatham[20] (I read in the papers) is got to
the Downs; and the wind, I find, is fair. If so—blessed woman!
take my last, last farewell!—Cherish the remembrance of me;
think how I esteem, nay how affectionately I love thee, and what
a price I set upon thee! Adieu, adieu! and with my adieu—let me
give thee one streight rule of conduct, that thou hast heard
from my lips in a thousand forms—but I concenter it in one word,
REVERENCE THYSELF.
Adieu, once more, Eliza! May no anguish of heart plant a wrinkle
upon thy face, till I behold it again! May no doubt or
misgivings disturb the serenity of thy mind, or awaken a painful
thought about thy children—for they are Yorick’s—and Yorick is
thy friend for ever!—Adieu, adieu, adieu!
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