'No!' the girl went on; 'it is quite clear that you love me no longer.
But it can't be helped. We are, no doubt, not suited to each other.
When we were shut up here together, you were driven into thinking about
me. But all your fancy vanished later on; it did not last, because
there was nothing in me that could keep you to me.'
A final paroxysm of exasperation carried him off, and he swayed about
in his chair as he stammered:
'Well! what do you want? What is the meaning of all this? I quietly
return home, and come up here to put on my slippers, and then you
suddenly fall on me, and without the least warning launch out into an
extravagant harangue--"I don't love you any longer"--"We are not made
for one another"--"The wedding must be broken off." Once more I ask
you, what is the meaning of it all?'
Pauline, who had drawn near him, slowly answered:
'It means that you love someone else, and that I advise you to marry
her.'
For a moment Lazare remained silent. Then he began to sneer. Good! They
were going to have the old scenes over again. Everything was going to
be turned topsy-turvy once more by her idiotic jealousy! She couldn't
bear to see him cheerful even for a single day without wanting to
banish everyone away from him.
Pauline listened with an expression of profound grief; then she
suddenly laid her trembling hands upon his shoulders, and an
involuntary cry burst from her heart:
'Oh! my dear, can you believe that I want to distress you? Can't you
see that my only desire is to make you happy? I would endure anything
to win you a single hour's happiness. You love Louise; is that not
so? Well, I tell you to marry her. Understand me. I am in the way no
longer. Marry her; I give her to you!'
Her cousin looked at her in amazement. With his nervous, ill-balanced
nature his feelings rushed to extremes at the slightest impulse. His
eyelids quivered, and he burst into sobs.
'Oh, don't talk like that!' he cried. 'I am utterly worthless! Yes,
indeed, I despise myself bitterly for all that has happened in this
house for years past. I am deeply in your debt. Don't say I am not! We
took your money, I squandered it like a fool, and now I have sunk so
low that you make me alms of my word and promise, and give them back to
me out of sheer pity, as to a man destitute of courage and honour!'
'Lazare! Lazare!' she murmured, quite frightened.
But he sprang furiously to his feet and began striding about the room,
drumming on his breast with his fists.
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