When Lazare returned to the house, Pauline went up to him in his room,
that big and well-loved chamber where they had grown up together. She
was anxious to finish her task that very day. With her cousin she
sought no preliminary remarks, but went straight to the point. The room
teemed with associations of their old life. Pieces of dry seaweed still
lay about there, the models of the stockades littered the piano, and
the table was strewn with scientific treatises and scores of music.
'Lazare,' she began, 'I want to talk to you. I have something serious
to say to you.'
He seemed surprised, and then took his stand before her.
'What is the matter? Is my father threatened with another attack?'
'No, listen. It is necessary that the subject should now be mentioned;
keeping silence about it cannot do any good. You know that my aunt
intended we should be married. We have frequently spoken about it, and
for months past it: has been considered a settled matter. Well, I think
that it would now be better if all thought of it were abandoned.'
The young man had turned pale, but he did not allow his cousin to
finish; he exclaimed excitedly:
'What? What nonsense are you talking? Are you not already my wife?
We will go to-morrow, if you like, and ask the priest to put the
finishing-stroke to the matter. And this is what you call something
serious!'
The girl replied in her tranquil voice:
'It is very serious; and, though it displeases you, I repeat that it is
certainly necessary we should speak about it. We are two old friends
and comrades, but I am afraid we should never be two lovers. So what
is the good of obstinately persisting in an idea which would probably
never result in happiness for either of us?'
Then Lazare burst out into a torrent of ejaculations. Was she trying
to quarrel with him? She couldn't expect him to spend his whole time
clinging round her neck! And, though the marriage had been put off from
month to month, she knew quite well that it wasn't his fault. It was
unjust of her, moreover, to say that he no longer loved her. He had
loved her so warmly, and in that very room too! At this reference to
the past a blush mounted to Pauline's cheeks. Her cousin was right. She
recollected his passing gusts of passion, and his hot breath fanning
her neck. But, ah! how far off were those delicious thrilling moments;
and what an unimpassioned, brotherly friendship he manifested for her
now! So it was with an expression of sadness that she replied to him:
'My poor fellow, if you really loved me, instead of arguing with me as
you are doing, you would be clasping me in your arms and sobbing, and
finding some very different way of persuading me.'
He turned still paler, and threw up his hands with a vague gesture of
protest as he let himself fall upon a chair.
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