Then, without evincing any repugnance, Pauline pressed her mouth to
its tiny, rigid lips, and drawing long, slow breaths she strove to
adapt the force of her lungs to the capacity of those little compressed
organs into which the air had been unable to make its way. She was
obliged to stop every now and then, when her breath grew exhausted;
but, after inhaling a fresh supply, she turned to her task again.
Her blood mounted to her head, and her ears began to buzz; she even
became a little giddy. Nevertheless she still persevered, striving to
inflate the baby's lungs for more than half an hour, without being
encouraged by the least result. She vainly tried to make the ribs play
by pressing them very gently with her fingers. But nothing seemed to do
the least good, and anyone else would have abandoned in despair this
apparently impossible resurrection. Pauline, however, brought maternal
perseverance to her task, the obstinate insistence of a mother who is
determined that her child shall live, and at last she felt that the
poor wee body was stirring, that its tiny lips moved slightly beneath
her own.
For nearly an hour she had remained alone in that room, absorbed in the
anguish of that struggle with death, and forgetful of all else. That
faint sign of life, that transitory tremor of the little lips, filled
her with fresh courage. She had recourse to friction again, and every
other minute she resumed her attempt at inflation, employing the two
processes alternately without any regard for her own exhaustion. She
felt a growing craving to conquer and produce life. For a moment she
feared she had been mistaken, for it again seemed that her lips were
only pressing lifeless ones. But she became conscious of another rapid
contraction. Little by little the air was forcing its way into the
child's lungs; she could feel it being sucked from her and returned,
and she even fancied she could detect the little heart beginning to
beat. Her mouth never left the tiny lips; she shared her life with
that little creature; they had only one breath between them in that
wonderful resurrection, a slow, continuous exchange of breath going
from one to the other as if they had a common soul. Pauline's lips were
soiled, for the child had scarcely been cleansed, but her joy at having
saved it prevented any feeling of disgust. She began to inhale a warm
pungency of life, which intoxicated her; and when, at last, the baby
broke out into a feeble, plaintive wail, she fell back from the chair
on to the floor, stirred to the depths of her being.
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