The big fire was blazing brightly, filling the room with cheerful
light. Pauline remained on the floor in front of the baby, whom she had
not yet examined. What a poor, frail mite it was! All her own robust
vigour rose up in rebellious protest as she thought what a wretched
puny son Louise had given to Lazare. She felt keen regret for her own
wasted life. She herself would never be a mother! She was young and
strong, and healthy and beautiful, but of what avail was all that? The
fulness of life was not for her. And she wept for the child that she
would never have.
Meantime the poor, frail little creature that she had revived to
existence was still wailing and writhing on the chair, and Pauline
began to fear that it might fall upon the floor. Her pity was aroused
at the sight of such uncomeliness and weakness. She would at least do
what she could for it; she would help it to continue living, as she
had had the happiness of helping it into life. So she took it upon her
knees and did what she could for it, while still shedding tears, in
which were mingled sorrow for her own lonesome fate and pity for the
misery of all living creatures.
Madame Bouland, whom she called, came to help her to wash the baby.
They wrapped it in warm flannels and then laid it in the bed, till the
cradle should be prepared for it. Madame Bouland was astonished to find
it alive, and examined it carefully. It seemed well formed, she said,
but its frailty would make it difficult to rear. Then she hurried off
again to Louise, who still remained in a very critical condition.
As Pauline was again taking up her position at the baby's side Lazare,
who had been informed of the miracle his cousin had accomplished,
entered the room.
'Come and look at him!' said Pauline, with much emotion. But as he drew
near he began to tremble, and exclaimed:
'What! you have laid him in that bed!'
He had shuddered as he entered. That room, so long unused, so full of
mournful associations and so rarely entered, was now warm and bright,
enlivened by the crackling of the fire. Each article of furniture
was still in its accustomed position, and the clock still marked
twenty-three minutes to eight. No one had occupied that chamber, now
prepared for Madame Bouland, since his mother had died there. And it
was in that very bed where she had passed away--in that sacred, awful
bed--that he saw his own son restored to life, looking so tiny as he
lay among the spreading coverings.
'Does it displease you?' Pauline asked in surprise.
He shook his head. He could not speak for emotion. At last he stammered:
'I was thinking of mamma. She has gone, and now here is another who
will go away as she went. Why, then, did he come?'
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