The days slipped away, however, and August came round, and as yet
Lazare had come to no decision. In October Pauline was to go to a
boarding-school at Bayeux. When bathing had tired them, they would
sit on the sand and talk over the state of their affairs gravely and
sensibly. Pauline had succeeded in interesting Lazare in medical
matters by telling him that if she were a man she should think nothing
nobler or more delightful than to be able to cure ailing people.
Besides, for the last week or so, the Earthly Paradise had not been
getting on satisfactorily, and Lazare was beginning to have doubts
about his genius for music. At any rate, there had been great glory won
in the practice of medicine, and he bethought him of many illustrious
names, Hippocrates, Ambrose Paré, and others.
One afternoon, however, he burst out into a loud cry of delight. He
had the score of his masterpiece in his hand at the time. It was all
rubbish, he said, that Paradise of his, and could not be worked out.
He would destroy it all, and write quite a new symphony on Grief,
which should describe in sublime harmonies the hopeless despair of
Humanity groaning beneath the skies. He retained the march of Adam
and Eve, and boldly transferred it to his new work as the 'March of
Death.' For a week his enthusiasm increased every hour, and the whole
universe entered into the scheme of his symphony. But, when another
week had passed away, Pauline was very much astonished to hear him
say one evening that he was quite willing to go and study medicine in
Paris. He was really thinking that by doing so he would be near the
Conservatoire, and would then be able to see what could be done. Madame
Chanteau, however, was delighted. She would certainly have preferred
seeing her son hold some judicial or administrative office, but, at any
rate, doctors were very respectable persons and sometimes made a good
deal of money. 'You must be a little witch!' she said, kissing Pauline;
'you have more than repaid us, my dear, for taking you.'
Everything was settled. Lazare was to leave on the 1st of October.
During the month of September that remained to them they gave
themselves up with greater fervour than ever to their romps and
rambles, resolved to finish their term of freedom in a worthy manner.
They sported about in the Golden Bay at times till darkness surprised
them there.
One evening they were sitting on the beach, watching the stars appear
like fiery beads in the paling sky. Pauline gazed at them with the
placid admiration of a healthy child, whereas Lazare, who had become
feverish ever since he had been preparing for his departure, blinked
nervously, while in his mind revolved all kinds of schemes and
ambitions for the future.
'How lovely the stars are!' said Pauline quietly, after a long interval
of silence.
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