The little house at Bonneville once more subsided into lifeless,
monotonous quietude. Each day passed in precisely the same way as its
predecessors, bringing the same round of incidents beside the ceaseless
rhythm of the ocean. That year, however, was marked distinctly for
Pauline. In the month of June she took her first communion, being
then twelve and a half years old. By slow degrees a religious feeling
had taken possession of her, but it was a religious feeling loftier
than the one indicated in her catechism, whose answers she constantly
repeated without understanding them. With her reflective young mind
she had ended by picturing the Deity to herself as a very powerful and
very wise ruler, who directed everything upon earth in accordance with
principles of strict justice; and this simplified conception of hers
sufficed to put her on a footing of understanding with Abbé Horteur.
The Abbé was a peasant's son, and into his hard head nothing but the
letter of the law had ever made its way. He had grown to be contented
with the observance of outward ceremonies and the maintenance of
religious practices. True, he bestowed the greatest care and thought
upon his own salvation; and if his parishioners should finally be
damned, well, it would be their own fault. For fifteen years he had
been trying to terrify them without success, and now all that he asked
of them was to come to church on the great feast days. And, in spite
of the sinful state in which it rotted, Bonneville did come to church
pretty regularly, drawn thither by the influence of old habit. But the
priest's tolerance had degenerated into indifference as to the real
spiritual condition of his flock. Every Saturday it was his custom to
go and play draughts with Chanteau, although the mayor, making his
gout an excuse, never set foot inside the church. But then Madame
Chanteau did all that was necessary by attending the services regularly
and taking Pauline with her. It was the priest's great simplicity and
frankness which by degrees won Pauline over. While living in Paris, she
had heard priests scoffed and sneered at as hypocrites, whose black
robes concealed all manner of sins and wickedness. But the priest of
that little sea-side hamlet seemed to her a thoroughly genuine, honest
fellow, with his heavy boots and sun-browned neck and farmer-like
speech and manner. One little fact especially impressed her. Abbé
Horteur was strongly addicted to puffing away at a big meerschaum
pipe, but he seemed to be disturbed by some slight scruples as to the
propriety of such a habit, for whenever he wanted to smoke he always
retired into his garden, and hid himself away in the solitude of his
lettuce-beds. And it was the anxious air with which he hastily tried
to put his pipe out of sight when he was taken unawares in his garden
that touched the girl, though she could scarcely have told why. She
took her first communion in a very serious and reverent frame of mind,
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