He roughly planted a kiss on her lips. Then the whole room appeared
to swim round them and a hot feverish gust seemed to sweep them into
space. She staggered, and then, with a sudden effort, released herself
from her cousin's grasp. For a moment they both stood silent and
confused, their cheeks crimson as they avoided each other's glance. At
last Pauline dropped upon a chair to get her breath.
'You have hurt me, Lazare,' she said, speaking as though she were
seriously displeased with him.
From that day he guarded himself from contact with her. His sense of
honour rebelled against the thought of any disgraceful lapse; he was
quite conscious that in heart and soul she was entirely his own; but he
felt that respect and protection were her due, and that in dangerous
dallying his would be the guilt alone. However, this very struggle
on his part only served to increase his love. Everything lately had
tended to fan its flame: the idleness of the first few weeks, his
assumed indifference as to what became of him, his disgust with life,
through which sprang a fresh passionate desire of life and love and
even suffering, as occupation for his empty hours. And then music
finally transported his mind, carrying him away to a land of dreams on
spreading wings of melody. He began to believe that a mighty passion
possessed him, and vowed to cultivate it for his genius' sake. He could
no longer doubt it. He would be a great musician, for he need only
hearken to the promptings of his heart. Everything then appeared to him
purified; he felt content to worship Pauline on his knees, and did not
even think of hurrying on their marriage.
'Come and read this letter I have just received,' said Chanteau in
alarm one day to his wife, who had just come up from the village.
It was another letter from Saccard, and quite a threatening one. Ever
since November he had been asking for a statement of the accounts of
Pauline's fortune, and, as the Chanteaus had only replied by evasions
and subterfuges, he now announced that he meant to lay the matter
before the family council. Madame Chanteau, though she would not
confess it, was quite as alarmed as her husband.
'The wretch!' she growled, when she had read the letter.
They looked at each other, quite pale and without finding a word to
say. They already seemed to hear in that lifeless little dining-room
the echoes of a disgraceful law-suit.
'There must be no more dilly-dallying,' resumed Chanteau. 'We must
marry the girl at once, since marriage releases her from all control.'
But to his wife this expedient seemed to grow more distasteful every
day. She expressed various fears. Who could tell if the two young
folks would get on well together? It is quite possible for people to
agree as friends, and yet to make each other perfectly miserable as man
and wife. Lately, she said, various unpleasant things had struck her.
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