Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Her heart was bursting with the thought of what made-up tales of vanity
he would spin from this. "Later than that. Later than that," she told
him wildly. "And I have been here since dear knows when, and there is
nobody ready to give me work."
He shot out a finger. "What's that by your machine?"
She noticed that his finger was shaking, and that he too was very pale,
and she forgot to feel rage or anything but immeasurable despair that
she should have to live in this world where everyone was either
inscrutably cruel or mad. She murmured levelly, dreamily, "Why, papers
that you have just put down. I will type them at once. I will type them
at once."
For a time he stood behind her at the hearth, breathing snortingly, and
at times seeming to laugh; said in a half-voice, "A fire fit to roast an
ox!" and for a space was busy moving lumps of coal down into the grate.
A silence followed before he came to the other side of her table and
said, "Stop that noise. I want to speak to you." The gesture was rude,
but it was picoteed with a faint edge of pitifulness. The way he put his
hand to his head suggested that he was in pain, so she shifted her hands
from the keys and looked up vigilantly, prepared to be kind if he had
need of it, for of course people in pain did not know what they were
doing. But since there was no sense in letting people think they could
just bite one's head off and nothing to pay, she said with spirit, "But
it's ten minutes past nine, and what's this by my machine?"
Mr. Philip bowed his head with an air of meekness; he seemed to sway
under the burden of his extreme humility, to be feeling sick under the
strain of his extreme forbearance. He went on in a voice which implied
that he was forgiving her freely for an orgy of impertinence. "Will you
please take a note, Miss Melville, that Mr. Mactavish James wants to
speak to you this afternoon?"
"He usually does," replied Ellen.
"Ah, but this is a special occasion," said Mr. Philip, with so genial
an expression that she stared up at him, her eyebrows knit and her mouth
puckering back a smile, her deep hopeful prepossession, which she held
in common with all young people, that things really happened prettily,
making her ready to believe that it was all a mistake and he was about
to announce a treat or a promotion. And he, reading this ridiculous sign
of youth, bent over her, prolonging his kind beam and her response to
it, so that afterwards, when he undeceived her, there should be no doubt
at all that she had worn that silly air of expecting something nice to
be given to her, and no doubt that he had seen and understood and jeered
at it. Then the wave of his malice broke and soused her. "Things have
come to a head, Miss Melville! There's been a client complaining!"
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