You might have done that much; from you, at least,
I thought we’d get an inkling of the truth.
But no; you rant and rattle, beat your drum,
And blow your two-penny trumpet like the rest:
“Red battle’s glory,” “honour’s utmost task,”
“Gay jesting faces of undaunted boys,” ...
The same old Boys’-Own-Paper balderdash!
Mind you, I don’t deny that they exist,
These abstract virtues which you gas about--
(_We shouldn’t stop out here long, otherwise!_)--
Honour and humour, and that sort of thing;
(Though heaven knows where you found the glory-touch,
Unless you picked it up at G.H.Q.);
But if you’d commonsense, you’d understand
That humour’s just the Saxon cloak for fear,
Our English substitute for “_Vive la France_,”
Or else a trick to keep the folk at home
From being scared to death--as we are scared;
That honour ... damn it, honour’s the one thing
No soldier yaps about, except of course
A soldier-_poet_--three-and-sixpence net.
Honest to God, it makes me sick and tired
To think that you, who lived a year with us,
Should be content to write such tommy-rot.
I feel as though I’d sent a runner back
With news that we were being strafed like Hell ...
And he’d reported: “Everything O. K.”
Something’s the matter: either you can’t _see_,
Or else you see, and cannot write--that’s worse.
Hang it, you can’t have clean forgotten things
You went to bed with, woke with, smelt and felt,
All those long months of boredom streaked with fear:
Mud, cold, fatigue, sweat, nerve-strain, sleeplessness,
And men’s excreta viscid in the rain,
And stiff-legged horses lying by the road,
Their bloated bellies shimmering, green with flies....
_Have_ you forgotten? you who dine to-night
In comfort at the Carlton or Savoy.
(Lord, but I’d like a dart at that myself--
Oysters, _crême_ something, sole _vin blanc_, a bird,
And one cold bottle of the very best--
A girl to share it: afterwards, a show--
Lee White and Alfred Lester, Nelson Keys;
Supper to follow.
... Our Brigade’s in rest--
The usual farm. I’ve got the only bed.
The men are fairly comfy--three good barns.
Thank God, they didn’t have to bivouac
After this last month in the Salient.) ...
You _have_ forgotten; or you couldn’t write
This sort of stuff--all cant, no guts in it,
Hardly a single picture true to life.
Well, here’s a picture for you: Montauban--
Last year--the flattened village on our left--
On our right flank, the razed Briqueterie,
Their five-nines pounding bits to dustier bits--
Behind, a cratered slope, with batteries
Crashing and flashing, violet in the dusk,
And prematuring every now and then--
In front, the ragged Bois de Bernafay,
Bosche whizz-bangs bursting white among its trees.
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