He turned to look at the blaze on the waters to the west.
"Ah, how beautiful it is!" he exclaimed. "I wish I were a
landscape-painter. But you are more beautiful, Margery. But it is safer
to be a landscape-painter, so much safer!"
Margery stopped and faced him.
"Now, Frank, tell me the truth. Have you been out since I left you
yesterday morning?"
"No."
"How long have you been working each day?"
"I don't know. I didn't look at my watch. All day, I suppose; and the
days are long--terribly long--and the nights too. The nights are even
longer, but one can't work then."
Margery was frightened, and, being frightened, she got angry with
herself and him.
"Oh, you really are too annoying," she said, with a stamp of her foot.
"You get yourself into bad health by overworking and not taking any
exercise--you've got the family liver, you know--and then you tell me
the house is full of ghosts, and conjure up all sorts of absurd fancies
about losing your personality, frightening yourself and me. Frank, it's
too bad!"
Frank looked up suddenly at her.
"You too? Are you frightened too? God help me if you are frightened
too!"
"No, I'm not frightened," said Margery, "but I'm angry and ashamed of
you. You're no better than a silly child."
"Margery," said he, in his lowest audible tone, "I'll never touch the
picture again if you wish. Tell me to destroy it and I will, and we'll
go for a holiday together. I--I want a holiday; I've been working too
hard. Or it would be better if you went in very quietly and cut it up.
I don't want to go near it. It doesn't like me. Tell me to destroy it."
"No, no!" cried Margery, "that's the very thing I will not do. And
fancy saying you want a holiday! You've just had two months' holiday.
But that's no reason why you should work like a lunatic. Of course any
one can go mad if they like--it's only a question of whether you think
you are going to."
"Margery, tell me truthfully," said Frank, "do you think I am going
mad?"
"Of course I don't. I only think you are very, very silly. But I've
known that ever since I knew you at all. It's a great pity."
They strolled up and down for a few moments in silence. The magic of
Margery's presence was beginning to work on Frank, and after a little
space of silence he laughed to himself almost naturally.
"Margery, you are doing me good," he said. "I've been terribly lonely
without you."
"And terribly silly, it appears."
"Perhaps I have. Anyhow, I like to hear you tell me so. I should like
to think I had been silly, but I don't know."
"I'm afraid if you've been silly the portrait will be silly too," said
she. "Is it silly, Frank?"
"It's wonderful," said he, suddenly stopping short. "It is not only
like me, but it's me--at least, if you will stop with me while I work
it will be all me. I shall feel safer if you are there."
"Then I won't be there," said Margery. "You are not a child any longer,
and you must work alone. You always say you can't work if any one else
is there."
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