The dinner was rather a somber feast. North felt the restraint of the
general's presence; he sensed his disfavor; and with added bitterness he
realized that this was his last night in Mount Hope, that the morrow
would find him speeding on his way West. He had given up everything for
nothing, and now that a purpose, a hope, a great love had come to him,
he must go from this place, the town of his birth, where he had become a
bankrupt in both purse and reputation.
It was a relief when they returned to the drawing-room. There the
general excused himself, and North and Elizabeth were left alone. She
seated herself before the open fire of blazing hickory logs, whose
light, and that of the shaded lamps, filled the long room with a soft
radiance. She had never seemed so desirable to North as now when he was
about to leave her. He stood silent, leaning against the corner of the
chimneypiece, looking down on all her springlike radiance. Usually he
was neither preoccupied nor silent, but to-night he was both. The
thought that he was seeing her for the last time--Ah, this was the price
of all his folly! At length he spoke.
"I came to-night to say good-by, Elizabeth!"
She glanced up, startled.
"To say good-by?" she repeated.
He nodded gloomily.
"Do you mean that you are going to leave Mount Hope?" she asked slowly.
"Yes, to-night maybe."
Her glance no longer met his, but he was conscious that she had lost
something of her serenity.
"Are you sorry, Elizabeth?" he ventured.
To pass mutely out of her life had suddenly seemed an impossibility, and
his tenderness and yearning trembled in his voice. She answered
obliquely, by asking:
"Must you go?"
"I want to get away from Mount Hope. I want to leave it all,--all but
you, dear!" he said. "You haven't answered me, Elizabeth; will you
care?"
"I am sorry," she said slowly, and the light in her gray-blue eyes
darkened.
She heard the sigh that wasted itself on his lips.
"I am glad you can say that,--I wish you would look up!" he said
wistfully.
"Are you going to-night?" she questioned.
"Yes, but I am coming back. I shan't find that you have forgotten me
when I come, shall I, Elizabeth?"
She looked up quickly into his troubled face, and it was not the warm
firelight that brought the rich color in a sudden flame to her cheeks.
"I shall not forget you."
There was a determined gentleness in her speech and manner that gave him
courage.
"I haven't any right to talk to you in this way; I know I haven't,
but--Oh, I want you, Elizabeth!" And all at once he was on his knees
beside her, his arms about her. "Don't forget me, dear! I love you, I
Love you--I want you--Oh, I want you for my wife!"
The girl looked into the passionate face upturned to hers, and then her
head drooped. And so they remained long; his dark head resting in her
arms; her fair face against it.
"Why do you go, John?" she asked at length, out of the rich content of
their silence.
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