American fiction; California -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
He mentioned her at lunch. “Ah!” said Hal; “a-a-ah!” as if he had found
something especially delectable on his plate. “That’s Vincenza. And
I’ll bet she’s the prettiest girl in California.”
Everyone at the table promptly agreed. Austin felt something like
surprise over this singleness of opinion. Even Miss Scott and Dorothy
came out with no protesting “buts.” And Mrs. Thorburn--where was the
heated belittlement that might be expected of an adoring and excusably
ambitious mother? Did she not realise that here was an eligible and
very likeable young man, and, on the next ranch, an astonishing lovely
girl?
But the talk was of something else now, and Vincenza was forgotten.
That evening, as he was sitting beside Mrs. Thorburn in the music-room,
listening to Dorothy’s facile rendering of a Grieg number, the elder
woman turned to him suddenly and rested a hand on his arm.
“I think you’ve been happier than usual these two days,” she said.
“Don’t you keep too close to your work and your home, Mr. Knowles?”
“Work, yes,” answered Austin. “But I can scarcely say that I have a
home. It--it is empty.”
“You choose to have it so.” She was frankly reproving. “And yet you’re
comparatively young, have means in abundance, and are the kind of man
that sensible young women like.”
Austin was silent a moment. Then he said, “I’ve turned forty, and I’ve
never thought of filling my wife’s place. Perhaps it’s not gallant to
say it, but I’m afraid the place couldn’t be filled.”
“You’re wrong,” began Mrs. Thorburn, decisively. “There are many young
women who could make you happy, cheer you, look after you--oh, every
man needs looking after. And then, a son or a daughter would give you
new interests in life.”
“That’s true. Somehow, I’ve hardly even thought of it before, and never
spoken of it to anyone. But you are--are sympathy itself.”
“I lost my husband, and I know how it is with you. I didn’t marry
again--I had my dear children.”
Austin nodded. Across the room, still seated before the piano, and
coaxing something wonderfully pathetic from the long keyboard was
Dorothy, a dainty picture in her gown of flowing white.
Mrs. Thorburn saw the direction of his look. “Dorothy is never
interested in very young men,” she said. “I like to see her evident
pleasure in _your_ company. I hope she’ll help to make your stay a
very pleasant one. You know, after all, there’s no virtue in continued
mourning, in nursing one’s grief.” Then, quickly, seeing Austin breathe
deep, “Don’t misunderstand me. I don’t mean we should forget soon, or
forget at all. Only, we’re put on this earth for happiness--happiness
that doesn’t conflict with the happiness of others.”
“Yes,” said Austin; “yes, I’m sure that’s so.” When she got up to move
over to the Lamberts, chatting together in a corner, he stayed where
he was. For a second time he was thinking along new lines. This time,
however, his thoughts were decidedly definite.
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