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“I wonder,” he said to himself, “I wonder how it would have been if _I_
had died and Barbara lived.” The thought of another man in his place
came up. “Well, I’d have wished it.” And, presently, when he went up to
bed, his mind was so engrossed that, for the first time since She had
gone, he forgot to take his nightly look at the picture in the round
locket.
The next morning he and Dorothy rode again. It proved a less
entertaining ride than the other. For she was unusually silent, even
distrait, and, Austin thought, rather sad. They went beyond Arroyo, as
before, and passed the ranch where Ned Heaton was staying. But they did
not see him, and as the sun had grown unpleasantly warm by that time,
they headed their horses back.
The wistfulness of Dorothy’s eyes, and the little droop at the corners
of her pretty mouth, touched Austin considerably. “We should have
started earlier,” he said, and, “I’m afraid you’ve overdone. Sha’n’t we
rest awhile at the creek?”
But she was hungry, she declared, and gave her horse a sharp cut with
her quirt to put him into a gallop. Austin kept alongside, feeling
somewhat contrite. When they reached the house, he helped her dismount
with marked care, and anxiously followed her to the veranda. There she
left him, and he did not see her again till dinner, which fact kept him
waiting about all day, not a little worried.
After dinner, they walked together in the cool. Somehow, Austin came
to help her occasionally, taking her by the arm, for the road was
gravelled and her slippers were thin. Again she was quiet; again, her
eyes were sad, and glistened with what seemed to him to be unshed
tears. He was very gentle with her, and won a wan smile now and then,
or a quick, grateful look.
When their walk was over, and Dorothy had said good-night, Mrs.
Thorburn came to sit beside Austin, under the rose-covered pergola.
Once more she laid her hand upon his arm, and again her speech was full
of friendly interest and sympathy, leading, at last, to the subject of
a change in Austin’s mode of life, and then--to marriage.
There could be no doubt as to her meaning. She admired and respected
him. His loyalty to his dead wife was, to her, a sure sign that he
would make a loyal husband to a new one. And Dorothy felt so, too.
Later, he held a conference with himself--and felt just a trifle
disappointed at the thought that Mrs. Thorburn was descending to
match-making. “Perhaps I would be happier, though,” he said to himself,
“and more contented. But--Dorothy is twenty.”
Was there not too wide a gap between their ages? He had always held
that youth naturally turned to youth for happiness; he had always
strongly disapproved of the marriage of May with December, pointing out
that such a union never took place when December was poor. But--was
forty December? On the other hand, he was not poor.
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